Abusive Conversion Attempts (in Mind).

i was born in a Catholic family.

i was baptised despite my will, at young age when i had no opportunity to protest.

when i was young, i felt abused, slandered and beaten by other kids - mostly of Catholic families.

i started to train Martial Arts, my self-esteem, calmness & self-confidence improved - to the point that i could find & stay at work for about 4-5 years.

This Martial Arts School (BKKK) is led by a Catholic Teacher Mariusz Mazur, yes Catholic Church has the very good examples too - but too many demand from others better behaviour than they are.

Since a while i have voices in mind, telling me to convert, to return to Church so i can serve under them and go to Heaven, despite my will.

There are many excuses and arguments, but conclusions are that i should earn money for Church and Convert, look worse than them, be treated as worse, suffer and after my death serve under them in Heaven as a reward. i'd be considered worse, because they go to Church since long, and i do it much less.

i think causes are egoism, pride, ignorance, laziness, envy and greed.

i think compareable offer would be for Catholics to serve under Buddhas as slaves, suffer and go to Heaven for that.

i do not support, i feel Religions need that Critic, not only Catholic Religion.

Just because someone attends to Church regularly does not mean he or she is better than others.

i think Atheists have it worst, as too many conspire and use Sectarian Abuse Methods against weak or separated.

i think Buddhism also is abusive too often, not only Religions that serve gods have faults.