Changing Schools, perhaps for a while.

i am on anti-sectarian, non-sectarian Way in Buddhism.

... i still follow Hannah Nydahl's Lesson to take Refuge in Lessons, not in Teachers.

i feel raped by Lama Ole Nydahl's Sangha & others, as well.

Perhaps Dalai Lama's School will help me, however.

if i meet a Buddhist woman i Love in Dalai Lama's school, i can accept that.

i prefer to stay in Karma Kagyu of Trinley Thaye Dorje, but not at all cost.

... so far i have no other choice than to seek Dalai Lama's Lessons.


There are good teachers in Lama Ole Nydahl's Sangha, including Lama Ole Nydahl, Rafał Olech & HH Buddha Karmapa 17th Trinley Thaye Dorje, i think.

But many of their worshippers are too sectarian, i think.

i think i am too much of a worshipper as well, but i wish to improve - to be a worthy partner for all Buddhas - but not at all cost.

Buddhas seek worthy partners, not worshippers afterall.


i liked this song when i entered anti-sectarian way years ago.

Now i have insights that it will be used against me, after i join Gelug school - if i am let in.

... yes, i had thoughts in mind since long time that Lama Ole Nydahl's Sangha will abuse me then send to Gelug so i receive Lessons.

Had insight that they wish me to return to Karma Kagyu later, but i am uncertain if they will care enough to fight for that afterall.

... if i return, i'll criticize Gelug as well, so Gelug School & Lineage can improve too.