Buddhist Centers are NOT Clubs for Mad People.

... i was in both, so i know.

... i think both are needed, but are not the same.


What are clubs for mad people?

These are places where mad people get food and simple activities in an attempt to 'activate' them professionally.

... i think, however, that too many of mad people find excuses to not work, to not even try to be beneficial - i've heard some say: 'i am not fit for work', or 'i do not want to work for smartassess'.

Being for a while in such club allowed me to survive harsher moments in life ... but eventually it wasn't enough for me, i sought and found work.

Attendance to such a club is often addition to therapy and medicines.


What about Buddhist Centers?

When i was depressed, hopeless, helpless ... and about to suicide - i found support in Buddhist Center Stupa House, in Warsaw, Poland.

... i found nice company, wisdom, compassion ... and learned Meditation, as well as Karmapa Chenno Mantra.

... i took Refuge in Buddha, Dharma and Realized Sangha, as well as in Lama Ole Nydahl.


Then experienced purification that expressed itself as 'Madness explosion'.

... i went to Psychiatric Hospital, then recovered somewhat and returned to Buddhist Center.

Meditated there for some time, learned wisdom from teachers then was told to go elsewhere.


Is it cruel?

Perhaps, but i feel grateful for what i learned, and for support i've received - as one should, in my opinion. One should be grateful for good times, instead of demanding more of it when opportunity ends.


Why was i expelled?

Well, i think that there are multiple of reasons:

1. Place in meditation center is resource. If others weren't expelled before me, i would not have opportunity to meditate, get support & learn.
2. i think that i've received complete lesson anyway - and once i realize it fully, once it becomes part of my life - i'll be granted more lessons, either in the same or other Buddhist Centers. One goes to Buddhist Center to support & help others - so there are responsibilities attached. i think that too much of lessons and resulting work to do would be too dangerous, would make my life too much of a slave-work.
3. Rich & nice people should be majority in Buddhist Centers - these inspire others and pass lessons of success to others, so they can succeed in life as well. Rich people also donate much more to Buddhism than Poor - and even that materialism is not Buddhism, these resources allow Buddhism to expand, to help more people in difficult situations.
4. Meditation and Preliminary Purifying Practices are dangerous for mad people, as these make bad karma from this and previous lives ripen fast and can overwhelm mad people - even if its only 1% of effect - there's so much in this and previous lives to manifest in short time.


Is Madness end of one's Life & Career?

For me it's not.

My Priority for many lives is Enlightened Love, sanity is not so important.

Work & Financial Independence are just means for this. Important means, but there's more to Love than 'family business'.

There are work-places for mad people as well. Both 'protected' workplaces, supported by laws & social welfare, as well as Free Market jobs, where one is treated as equal - or almost as equal as other, sane workers.

There are also Companies run by Mad people, even if it's rare.

Madness has it's benefits as well - One can say controversial truths without being afraid of being called insane, and this can be very beneficial. One can take inspiration of Mad Yogin Drukpa Kunley, on that Way, as well.

... and also, contrary to beliefs of many - there are women that want someone mad because of love.

... i do not wish to be rude.

... i do not wish to be rude, but there are thoughts in my mind.

Thoughts in my mind tell me to 'bother' other buddhists, who do not talk to me - with talk & links, and earlier by coming to a Warsaw Buddhist Center after i was sent away.

i do not wish to molest people with my presence, but there are voices in my head telling me to keep them informed, even if they do not care nor read what i am writing.

... do they really wish me to bother them?

... would they wish to show-off their well-developed fascination activity, as well as skillful means of holding bothersome people at a distance - as tiger trainers do with tigers in a circus?

... is it a good style to Protect Sangha from insane person by showing him or her doors?

... is it comfortable for them to call me botherer and not care?

... some of these people are causes of beneficial thoughts & feelings in my mind - for example Rafał Olech - while others - i'll omit names this time - are causes of both beneficial and hurtful thoughts in my mind.

... dear Mind of mine, it is my wish to stay away from those who do not wish to admit contact with me.

... dear thoughts and feelings of mine - do not make me bother others with my presence, voice or writing.

Not Realized Potential & a Curse.

i think i have too much of not realized potential.

... potential realization is not the same as potential development.

... i need to realize potential in Buddhism, Esoterics, Art & Science.

... Art includes Art of Love, Art of Dharma, Art of Magick, Martial Arts, Art of Dying, Beautiful Art, and more.

i think wishes of many, as well as harmful practices, caused a lot of money spendings on my side.

i have a lot of books, dvds, and other tools - yet my mind states stop me from realizing all of this potential.

i had to do something, so i cursed those responsible - not only in our Sangha - while allowing to benefit, to turn curse into a blessing, as well.

i said 'six' in my mind, with intent to use Marbas ability to cause illness, mental & other ilness in this case.

when - by wishes and/or beneficial practices - beings allow me to realize potential, instead of just making me to spend money to develop potential, this curse will transform to a blessing, and my way will benefit more those who care that way, and - most importantly - it will protect them from illness, either mental or other.

i think as time progress, i'll keep repeating & developing this practice, sooner or later will use my wand with healing / harming properties, as well.

... for details, feel free to look:
- Blessings, Curses, Transformations,
- Numerology, Blessings & Curses,
- Magick of Curses & Diseases,
- Wands,
- Magic Tools: Elements, Gender & other Aspects.

One does not have to believe in the Supernatural to be Great Buddhist.

Introduction.

While Historical Buddha, as well as many Yogins were known to perform miracles (i believe that Christian Jesus and many others as well), i think it's not neccessary to believe in Supernature to be a Buddhist.

It's written that Historical Buddha avoided what is known as Esoteric, in fact.


Blog's author Experiences & Knowledge.

i have experienced Miracles in this life, in Buddhist Center, during courses, as well as elsewhere.

i read that Lama Ole Nydahl with his friends met Uri Geller as well and watched him bend spoons.

i read about other Miracles & happenings in spiritual communities.

i've seen Miracle Stupa in Kuchary Retreat Center (in Poland) as well.


Critical, Rational Mind.

Critical & Rational Mind is a good sign on Buddha's Way, but i also think that questioning same things over & over despite acquired proofs is not very wise as well.

Everyone can be his or her own Guiding Light, Buddhism is very Rational, we understand Cause & Effect - it's seen in many Sciences as well.

Belief in Supernatural is not neccessary, Wisdom & Compassion as well as other methods are far more important in Buddhism.

I read that experimenting with Esoterics is insanely dangerous, i read as well that joining shards & scraps of differing Spiritual Ways lacks the proven experience of internally-coherent Buddhism, lacks the proven experience of internally-coherent Religions of Faith & lacks the proven experience of other internally-coherent Spiritual Ways.


Blog's author's Way.

Blog's author Way is with Supernature however - because of a few of reasons:
- Had insights that a Buddhist Woman i Love wishes me to be an Artist & Mage as well,
- Diamond Way is also called Esoteric Buddhism - we have Six Yogas of Naropa & probably other Spiritual-Supernatural Practices as well,
- Esoterics-oriented people are humans as well, one can help in these communities to bring us valuable friends & allies - and to bring those who are too deep in Darkness into the Light,
- Since youth i was interrested in esoterics - mostly in games & plays, but that mindset & youth-acquired-esoteric-ethics matured enough for me to take interrest in real Esoterics - it would be a waste to not take advantage of that,
- Had insights that it's rare to find Male Esoterics, and i think that Diamond Way Buddhism collects Rare things, people & ways - they are precious,
- Had insights that despite what most think, we need magical, spiritual & esoteric Ways in our Sangha.

But let's keep in mind that i care only for Enlightened Love as a Way for Enlightenment, i can discard & resign from all of this Esoterics at any moment for this. i care for Esoteric Friends & Allies, But Enlightened Love as a Way for Enlightenment is the Priority for me.

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Wishes.

May all beings have happines and causes of happiness,

May they be free from suffering and the cause of suffering,

May they always experience true happiness, which is totally free from suffering,

May they remain in the great equanimity, which is beyond attachment and aversion.


Mantras.

OM MAHAKALAYE SOHA

OM VAIROCHANA OM
OM AKSHOBHYA HUM
OM RATNASAMBHAVA TRAM
OM AMITABHA HRIH
OM AMOGHASIDDHI AH

OM MANI PEME HUNG

OM AMI DEWA HRI

OM TARE TAM SOHA

KARMAPA CHENNO

Namaste, blessed be.

What is Noble, What is Not?

Introduction.

While this blog's author is thinking that bragging is not noble at all, he still strives for True & Spiritual Nobility on Buddha's Way.

i got inspired by Lama Ole Nydahl's words for trying that Way.


Harmlessness.

According to Buddhism, Harmlessness is Noble, Protecting is Noble, Gaining Merit is Noble, Killing is not, Stealing is not - i think.

It's better to Protect without violence, preventing conflicts instead.

Stealing from Enemies is not Noble as well, even if it's to share amongst ours, i think.

i still wish to share meaningfully, what i earn honestly.


Martial Arts.

Martial Arts can be noble, for they teach kids good manners, self-responsibility, strength & self-confidence so they do not need to prove anything by violence.

Yet still, Martial Artists can keep calm mind when faced with dangers, without fear, without doubts - this helps them to Truly Protect their loved ones, families, friends, allies & themselves, using minimum force approach as well.

Buddha Shakyamuni trained Martial Arts as well, when he was living as prince in the palace at his youth.


Noble Eightfold Path.

i think i read that Dana-Sila-Bhavana practice is a Noble Eightfold Path practice for lay people - not sure anymore, however.

Even if it's not the Noble Eightfold Path on Yogi's Diamond Way, it's at least a good start, i think.

i still wish to be on a True & Spiritual Noble Path on a Diamond Way Yogi's Path, for benefit of all.


Complete Noble Eightfold Path consists of:

Moral virtue (Sanskrit: śīla, Pāli: sīla).
3. Right speech.
4. Right action.
5. Right livelihood.

Concentration (Sanskrit and Pāli: samādhi).
6. Right effort.
7. Right mindfulness.
8. Right concentration.

Insight, wisdom (Sanskrit: prajñā, Pāli: paññā).
1.Right view.
2.Right intention.


Mantras.

OM MANI PEME HUNG
OM MANI PADME HUM
i wish all 'Tiger', Buddha has Heart*
KARMAPA CHENNO

Namaste, blessed be.


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* Tiger refers to the Riding the Direct Experience on the Way for Enlightenment, to the Most Beautiful & Extreme parts of life on the Diamond Way, to the Dharma Spiritual work as well. it is also a tribute to a Lotus (Heart) & Sword (Tiger) Buddha families, the transformation of attachment & envy as well. it's also the tribute to the Love (Heart) & a Spiritual Martial Arts (Sword).