Buddhist Centers are NOT Clubs for Mad People.

... i was in both, so i know.

... i think both are needed, but are not the same.


What are clubs for mad people?

These are places where mad people get food and simple activities in an attempt to 'activate' them professionally.

... i think, however, that too many of mad people find excuses to not work, to not even try to be beneficial - i've heard some say: 'i am not fit for work', or 'i do not want to work for smartassess'.

Being for a while in such club allowed me to survive harsher moments in life ... but eventually it wasn't enough for me, i sought and found work.

Attendance to such a club is often addition to therapy and medicines.


What about Buddhist Centers?

When i was depressed, hopeless, helpless ... and about to suicide - i found support in Buddhist Center Stupa House, in Warsaw, Poland.

... i found nice company, wisdom, compassion ... and learned Meditation, as well as Karmapa Chenno Mantra.

... i took Refuge in Buddha, Dharma and Realized Sangha, as well as in Lama Ole Nydahl.


Then experienced purification that expressed itself as 'Madness explosion'.

... i went to Psychiatric Hospital, then recovered somewhat and returned to Buddhist Center.

Meditated there for some time, learned wisdom from teachers then was told to go elsewhere.


Is it cruel?

Perhaps, but i feel grateful for what i learned, and for support i've received - as one should, in my opinion. One should be grateful for good times, instead of demanding more of it when opportunity ends.


Why was i expelled?

Well, i think that there are multiple of reasons:

1. Place in meditation center is resource. If others weren't expelled before me, i would not have opportunity to meditate, get support & learn.
2. i think that i've received complete lesson anyway - and once i realize it fully, once it becomes part of my life - i'll be granted more lessons, either in the same or other Buddhist Centers. One goes to Buddhist Center to support & help others - so there are responsibilities attached. i think that too much of lessons and resulting work to do would be too dangerous, would make my life too much of a slave-work.
3. Rich & nice people should be majority in Buddhist Centers - these inspire others and pass lessons of success to others, so they can succeed in life as well. Rich people also donate much more to Buddhism than Poor - and even that materialism is not Buddhism, these resources allow Buddhism to expand, to help more people in difficult situations.
4. Meditation and Preliminary Purifying Practices are dangerous for mad people, as these make bad karma from this and previous lives ripen fast and can overwhelm mad people - even if its only 1% of effect - there's so much in this and previous lives to manifest in short time.


Is Madness end of one's Life & Career?

For me it's not.

My Priority for many lives is Enlightened Love, sanity is not so important.

Work & Financial Independence are just means for this. Important means, but there's more to Love than 'family business'.

There are work-places for mad people as well. Both 'protected' workplaces, supported by laws & social welfare, as well as Free Market jobs, where one is treated as equal - or almost as equal as other, sane workers.

There are also Companies run by Mad people, even if it's rare.

Madness has it's benefits as well - One can say controversial truths without being afraid of being called insane, and this can be very beneficial. One can take inspiration of Mad Yogin Drukpa Kunley, on that Way, as well.

... and also, contrary to beliefs of many - there are women that want someone mad because of love.

Awakening Buddhist Compassion in Evil.

... not only in this group.

The Golden Dawn & Buddhist Sangha Alliance against Islamic Terror?

About.

Got insight that male & old occultist from our Sangha will protect me from many dangers, including from breaking bond with our Teachers as i progress into Occultism & Esoterics - because Lama Ole told him to do so.

Got insight that he's mostly interrested in Chinese Occult, one of most powerful esoteric ways, and that his price is that i'll continue part of his work.

i've agreed to that in mind, but not at the cost of Enlightened Love - with a Buddhist Woman i Love (i know who).

i think she wants me to be a Buddhist Mage anyway.

Got insight that he'll help me to understand & counter Dragon Magic of Babylon, a task that arose in my mind years ago during a Buddhist Lecture with Lama Ole Nydahl. Dragon Magic of Babylon is basicly Ancient, Powerful & Insanely Dangerous Islamic-Terror Magic (Dragons are symbols of Fear or Magic & Protection, depending on a perspective).

i know that the Hermetic Order of the Golden dawn fights against Islamic Terror, including Daesh Organization (also known as ISIS, even if we consider it defilement of egyptian godess' name).

Currently, my main reason of befriending Buddhist Sangha with the Golden Dawn is to counter Dragon Magic of Babylon in future. there are many powerful mages in that group, and we share many of our common enemies.

... we'll see how this will develop.


See also, if You wish: Studying Dragon Magicks of Babylon, Golden Dawn Politics, Respecting Other Ways, Worthy Allies & Friends, Spiritual Politics, Understanding Other, Esoteric Ways.


Wishes.

May all beings have happines and causes of happiness,

May they be free from suffering and the cause of suffering,

May they always experience true happiness, which is totally free from suffering,

May they remain in the great equanimity, which is beyond attachment and aversion.


Mantras.

OM MAHAKALAYE SOHA
OM A RA PA CA NA DHIH
OM MANI PEME HUNG

OM AMI DEWA HRI
OM KALACHAKRA SOHA

OM AH HUNG BENZA GURU PEMA SIDDHI HUNG

SHAMARPA CHENNO

KARMAPA CHENNO

Namaste, blessed be.

Important Buddhist Teachers & my experiences from the Refuge & from the other Buddhist Courses.

Blog author's experiences.

The most important days of my Buddhist Way were when i took Refuge in Lama Ole Nydahl, when i took Bodhisattva Promise as well.

Before this happened, i did prepare by practicing proper meditations, by speaking proper mantras; i bought a small book in 'Stupa House' Buddhist Center, in which these were explained.

The course was memorable, beautiful, positive & intense.

i had hallucinations - Lama Ole seemed strange when i looked, later i had insight that Lama Ole appeared to me in the 'Protector Form' - i don't know if this insight is true, however. i had also seen moments when 'White Light' filled my vision, i don't know why or for what purpose. My thoughts seemed open to Lama Ole, he answered my questions as they appeared in mind - i do not know nature of this phenomenon as well.

There were other Teachers with their own Lectures as well, Tomasz Lehnert was one of them. He also looked similar to Lama Ole in the 'Protector Form' at times.

With Refuge taken, i became officially a Buddhist.

It was a 'Great Victory' these days, quoting words of Lama Ole Nydahl's spoken at the end of the course.


The Most Important Teachers for this blog's author.

i think that the most important Buddhist Teachers, from my perspective at least, are:
- Lama Ole Nydahl - the Teacher i took Refuge in,
- Hannah Nydahl - she assisted Lama Ole Nydahl in the Refuge Ceremony,
- Tomasz Lehnert - participated in our Refuge's Course, and during another Lecture answered my question about difference between Beings & Phenomena,
- Karol Ślęczek - Buddhist Teacher & Philosopher, had Lecture about the 'Heart Sutra' that i did participate in,
- Leszek 'Misiek' Nadolski - Buddhist Teacher who helps in Kuchary Retreat Center - where Enlightenment Stupa & Miracle Stupa are located,
- Mira Boboli - Buddhist Teacher & Occultist (perhaps not anymore), important & involved in Buddhist activities & politics in Poland,
- Marcin Barański - Buddhist Teacher & a Computer Scientist who had a Lecture about Ngöndro that i did participate in,
- Klaudia Żerebiec - Buddhist Teacher who had a Lecture about Enlightened Love that i did participate in,
- Rafał Olech - important Buddhist Teacher & Artist.

All of the mentioned teachers are actively working for the benefit of all beings, actively involving themselves in Buddhist activities as well.

There are other important Buddhist Teachers for me as well, either i did meet them in person or did not.


Mantras.

MAHAKALA
FIVE WISDOM BUDDHAS
OM MANI PEME HUNG

KARMAPA CHENNO

Namaste, as well.