Saturday, 23 September 2017

'Stupid Wisdom'.



... i am a fool, but i try to develop at least Stupid Wisdom.



Introduction.

When one meets another, one can act or react with compassion or wisdom, with stupidity or aggression.

Stupidity often implies aggression - it's stupid to attack people, i think it's insidious opening for an attack by pretending to be more stupid than one is.

Because of my experiences - i am wary of words: 'i don't understand', 'i don't know', 'why?', ...; These words can act as Mantras spoken in presence of others, setting a tone & a stance to someone for future relations.

In Buddhism, Woman is Considered Wisdom as well - i heard from friend in Buddhist Center, from friend who involved me in Buddhism.


Reaction Stances.

Because of my thoughts arising in mind, i think when one meets another, possible openings/reactions are:
- Compassion (best & gentlest of reactions, one wishes no harm to others),
- Attack with Compassion (stronger reaction, especially in the long run - one is compassionate to others to gain advantage; it's still good reaction and wise when approaching enemies/opponents with compassion),
- Wisdom (it's even a stronger-stance reaction, but many consider it quite cruel. it's not bad at all when one tries to understand someone first to use compassion wisely later, but when one develops only wisdom without compassion it's cruel indeed),
- Stupidity (strongest reaction at first, fast opening - but is doomed to yield to wisdom later. it's quite aggresive & hostile, as one does not even try to understand another person, insidiously pretends to be stupid or is stupid in an attempt to gain something from another).


Stupid Wisdom.

What then is a Stupid Wisdom?

i think it's Stupidity & Wisdom mixed.

Before true Wisdom is attained, one starts from basics - from Lesser Wisdoms, from foundations of Greater Wisdom.

There's strong opening there as well - as one fights for Wisdom one needs to be Strong, so often does Stupid things until he or she matures enough to reach for the Greater Wisdom as well.

Does Lesser Wisdom equal to Stupid Wisdom?

i think not, there's the difference. One does not need to be stupid to learn wisdom, but not everyone is strong enough to dare for that Greater Way.

i still start with Manjushri Mantras as i wish to develop Stupid Wisdom, as i start from basics & want it to develop into True Wisdoms eventually.


Wisdom Bodhisattvas & Buddhas.

Buddha is Enlightened Being, one who Fully Realized Wisdom & Compassion.

Boddhisattva is one who strives for Enlightenment, for Buddha State, for good of all beings.


There are Wisdom Buddhas & Wisdom Bodhisattvas, with their Mantras.


Five Wisdom Buddhas' Mantras are:

OM VAIROCHANA OM
OM AKSHOBHYA HUM
OM RATNASAMBHAVA TRAM
OM AMITABHA HRIH
OM AMOGHASIDDHI AH


Bodhisattva of Wisdom's, Manjushri's Mantra is:

OM A RA PA CA NA DHIH


Wishes.

i wish to learn Stupid Wisdom as a Way of Reaching Greater Wisdoms - Worldly, Spiritual & Enlightening, for benefit of all.

i wish to learn Stupid Wisdoms that at a first glance appear as a stupid jokes at best, but in depth are Extremely Wiser than it seems, that are Deep & Meaningful as well.

i wish to use Compassion with my Stupid Wisdom, so every being benefits eventually, even if sometimes set at inconvenience at first because of initial Stupidity.

i wish to share my Wisdoms, both Stupid Wisdoms, Lesser Wisdoms & Greater Wisdoms with other beings, for benefit of all.

i wish to share my Wisdoms with a good style & art, for benefit of all.


Mantras.

MA DAG MA
OM MANI PEME HUNG
OM A RA PA CA NA DHIH
OM A RA PA CA NA DHIH
OM A RA PA CA NA DHIH
MA DAG MA

OM KALACHAKRA SOHA

MA DAG MA

KARMAPA CHENNO

Namaste, blessed be.

Sunday, 17 September 2017

Reality is Illusion, Worldly Knowledge is Delusions.

A poem.

'Reality is Illusion,
Worldly Knowledge is Delusions.

Wise men do separate,
What's a light from what's a raft.

It is written in old lore,
Wisdom gone other shore.

Bits of knowledge carry there,
Where light is everywhere.

Worldly wisdom is Delusions,
Dharma lore - other shore.

Wise men do use rafts,
To help people, earn Dharma.

Using rafts we do can reach,
Place where light abundant.

Even if Delusions only,
For a while rafts do last.'



Commentary.

Above poem is a commentary to the 'Heart Sutra', that mentions 'wisdom going to the other shore', on one's Way to Enlightenment.

In above poem reality is illusion as it's play of light & shadow, that it's not set in stone - changes constantly, what is firm & real at first becomes obsolete in next moment.

Conditions change constantly, start to hold, hold, cease to hold, or don't hold - as the time flows.

Worldly Knowledge is full of delusions, can last for a while then be replaced with another wisdoms or sciences later. Scientific theorems are proven or disproven as time progress, what seems next big thing might turn to be nothing, just a delusion by a single scientific proof. Even if wisdom or science (also worldly wisdom) turns obsolete, it might reappear and prove useful in another times when conditions change.

Worldly Knowledge might be useful still in it's time frame, however. More importantly, it can serve to protect the Cause of Enlightenment for All, it can be a service by which one 'pays' for Dharma Lessons. It might be a 'raft', that can be used to reach 'other shore' of understanding & realizing certain Dharma Lessons.


See also, if You wish: Perfecting Wisdom.


Masters of Delusions.

'Reality is Confusion,
My ignorance is delusion.'


Reality is dominated by misunderstandings, competitions & conflicts, i think - therefore it's confusion mostly.

i do not know everything, i am ignorant - but i know still a lot about computer programming.

My ignorance is delusion, as ignorance is a form of delusion.

My ignorance is delusion, as i still know much about many ways of life.

It's a non-dual poem, both of two above lines are true at the same time, even if these apply to different wisdoms, sciences & world ways, on differing levels.


i had insights.

i had insights about 'Masters of Delusions', beings who collect thoughts.

Hunting for incomplete wisdoms at first to pretend of being more knowledgeable, to shine over others, to gain advantage - but then to amass complete lessons & wisdom of both worldly & enlightening natures.

i had insight that this way is far more formiddable than it seems in skilled minds, even if it's mostly stupidity at first.

i had insights that becoming Master of Delusions is optimal route for those who start developing wisdom on a buddhist or perhaps also on esoteric ways.

i had insights that i should enter that way as well, then i agreed to do become 'Master of Delusions' - for benefit of my loved ones, teachers, friends & allies at first - then for benefit of everyone.


Wishes.

May all beings have happines and causes of happiness,

May they be free from suffering and the cause of suffering,

May they always experience true happiness, which is totally free from suffering,

May they remain in the great equanimity, which is beyond attachment and aversion.


Mantras.

OM MAHAKALAYE SOHA
OM A RA PA CA NA DHIH
OM MANI PEME HUNG

OM AMI DEWA HRI
OM KALACHAKRA SOHA

OM AH HUNG BENZA GURU PEMA SIDDHI HUNG

SHAMARPA CHENNO

KARMAPA CHENNO

Namaste, blessed be.

Wednesday, 13 September 2017

Time.

Introduction.

In past i've read in Lama Ole Nydahl's book that the most precious thing we have is our Time.

i think the time of others should be respected & appreciated, especially if it's time of girl's youth if You are a boy in need.


Advantage.

How to fight for the Time Advantage?

i am still developing methods, but ideas are:
- Time Awareness,
- Respecting the Time of oneself & of others,
- Kalachakra Vows & Initiations,
- Wisdom & Responsibility,
- Noble Attitude & Compassion.
- Respect for Older,
- Respect for Wiser - even if they are Young,
- Discipline,
- Ambitions & Aspirations - Especially for Kalachakra Way,
- Respect for Clocks of the Universe.


Wishes.

i wish to fight for the Time Advantage, for Enlightenment & Wisdom.

Wisdom is mentioned here to honor & address the needs of the Spiritual Ways - not only Buddhism's.

i wish to fight for meaningful victories, not settling for trifle ones if it's waste of time - working & fighting tirelessly when needed or neccessary, as well.


Mantras.

OM MAHAKALAYE SOHA
OM A RA PA CA NA DHIH
OM MANI PEME HUNG

OM AMI DEWA HRI
OM KALACHAKRA SOHA

OM AH HUNG BENZA GURU PEMA SIDDHI HUNG

SHAMARPA CHENNO

KARMAPA CHENNO

Namaste, blessed be.

Tuesday, 12 September 2017

History's Lessons.

About.

'Forget not the days of old, and recall the stories told'.

Many of the beings honor their Ancestors, trying to follow their paths in their days.

History likes to repeat itself, by criticizing errors of the past, we prevent them from reappearing in present & in future.

'It's winners who write history'.

But historians also rewrite it - and very efficiently - they warn against historical events reappearing, both on small and larger scales.

Often events of the past are recreated in another times, to counter or reinforce other events' reoccurance.

This blog's author's way includes such 'rewriting of history' - of mostly of Buddhist & Esoteric events.

i wish to study such history, starting from Buddha's life, to the Golden Dawn & Thelema's origins & background, to the Wicca/Witchcraft's historical lore; other ways & events should be included as well - as needed or neccessary.

i am interrested in artifacts & relics, in Tormas, in holy & magickal items, in archaeology as well - but i read in Lama Ole Nydahl's book that truth, precision & accuracy are more important than old dates of such treasures.

i think Torma (holy hidden treasure) can be found in mind or outside - it can be idea, inspiration or physical item.

i do not wish to be greatest historian ever, just to be great in my selected fields.

Why?

i think that even articles & comments on blogs can have meaning - when they criticize, reinforce or warn - affecting present & future, drawing from past.

i think Buddhism, Esoterics, Art (including historical Art) & Philosophies will greatly enhance that Way.

i think it's also a way of fighting for Enlightenment, mostly Buddhist & Magickal.

Critics requested & welcome, as i progress on the Way.


'Buddha's Life.
Way to Mind's Freedom.'

History Book.
'Modern Wicca.
A History from Gerald Gardner to the Present.'

Gerald Gardner was Wicca's founder, but many see that there are predecessors in earlier times.
'The Essential Golden Dawn.'

Overview of the Hermetic Order of the Golden Dawn.

It's a background & history book mostly about this Magickal Tradition.




Wishes.

May all beings have happines and causes of happiness,

May they be free from suffering and the cause of suffering,

May they always experience true happiness, which is totally free from suffering,

May they remain in the great equanimity, which is beyond attachment and aversion.


Mantras.

OM MAHAKALAYE SOHA
OM A RA PA CA NA DHIH
OM MANI PEME HUNG

OM AMI DEWA HRI
OM KALACHAKRA SOHA

OM AH HUNG BENZA GURU PEMA SIDDHI HUNG

SHAMARPA CHENNO

KARMAPA CHENNO

Namaste, blessed be.

Saturday, 9 September 2017

Inner Knife.

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More seriously it's a critic of my own thoughts.

i had insights that church wishes me to write that i carry my inner knife, the most holy symbol of Buddha Mahakala in my Heart.

i think that consequences would be that someone would pray for killing me by putting a knife in the heart so i would go to the heaven ... a knife is a cross, afterall?

i think this would be just too much of envy & pride, of 'stealing the show'.

Who would be blamed if i died? Buddhas - as not able to protect the protector from the holy symbol.

So the Church would shine as the better.

Self Initiation.

The Lessons.

In the Stupa House Buddhist Center i've received the lessons.

One of most important lessons was about Identification.

We try to act as Buddha until we become Buddha.

Another of the most important lesson was about perceiving others as Buddha.

If we perceive other as Buddha we'll receive lesson as from Buddha.


Extensions.

i've called myself neo-mahakala-108 not to insult Buddha Mahakala, but to Identify ... to invoke his power, to realize his Buddha Qualities.

Names have Power, the Old Truth.

Today i had inner lessons, thoughts appeared in mind.

i've bowed before HH Buddha Karmapa 17th Trinley Thaye Dorje's image, but also before my Holstered Knife's image.

Thoughts appeared in mind telling me that most true of Initiations is the Self-Initiation, and Identification is also Self-Initiation.

Thoughts appeared in mind that formal external initiation courses are still worthwhile to participate in, to help others mostly - especially if these initiations are parts of one's way.


Causes.

i think i am lonely for too long, i need enlightened & magickal love.

As a kid i thought about needs of girls to seduce them.

i understood they need sense of security & protection, sense of security even more.

i understood they do not need rude protectors, they need gentle ones.

Later i understood that sense of security comes from real fight, from real protection - others can sense who is friendly & compassionate and who is against. i think it's the base of empathy.

i made a wish to be gentle protector of women.

Later i've trained martial arts.

Later i meditated & sang Mahakala Invocation with Sangha.

Later i performed the Mahakala Invocation Practice in the Stupa House Buddhist Center in Warsaw, for about a Month - along with Tonglen & other Practices - as my own practice beside other standard practices with Sangha.

i think this was the chain of causes for my Identification with neo-mahakala-108 & Self-Initiation that Way.

i think that for those who wish to win the True Love, this is one of the entrances - but prepare for very difficult & thrilling fight, and serious purifications. Even worst sissies can succeed that way if they are patient & dedicated enough, i think. I was considered worst and fattest boy in my school class, yet i see my fast inner & external progress for True Love now. it works in my case so far, so perhaps will work in other cases as well. i am not sure, however - i didn't succeed in creating family as of yet.

Now i understand that real protection also comes from sense of security as well - it works both ways.


Wishes.

May all beings have happines and causes of happiness,

May they be free from suffering and the cause of suffering,

May they always experience true happiness, which is totally free from suffering,

May they remain in the great equanimity, which is beyond attachment and aversion.


Mantras.

OM MAHAKALAYE SOHA
OM A RA PA CA NA DHIH
OM MANI PEME HUNG

OM AMI DEWA HRI
OM KALACHAKRA SOHA

OM AH HUNG BENZA GURU PEMA SIDDHI HUNG

SHAMARPA CHENNO

KARMAPA CHENNO

Namaste, blessed be.

Friday, 8 September 2017

Love - Knife.



My Knife in the Holster for the Protection.

Master Cutlery Survivor Black bought on militaria.pl internet shop,
Available without permission - even for mentally ill.



Introduction.

i think most important source of power & strength for me is Love, Enlightened & Magickal.

Without Love i do not wish to live.

i am the very much more lover than fighter, protection is far more important than fight - but love even more.

i prefer to be a very gentle protector as well.

The Protection Buddha is Mahakala, i'll probably realize his Qualities as first of all Buddha Qualities.

Mahakala is also Protecting Energy in Buddhism, Buddhist Protector & Wrathful deity - in lesser, less realized forms.

The most important tool of Mahakala is the Knife, the holy symbol, used to cut all that hinders - i think ego hinders the most.

Mahakala has other tools as well.

Knife is my second source of power & strength - it's holy spiritual symbol, even if lesser to love in my case by far.


The Truth.

Truth is what brings together instead of separating, but honesty is still very important - especially in Spiritual matters.

i trained Martial Arts under Church's Masters, who Respected Buddhism as well.

Japanese Martial Arts mostly, Japan is a very Buddhist Country - but it also has Churches & Religions other than Buddhism.

i decided to make my Martial Arts Enlightening, Efficient, beneficial, Wise, fairly strong & Gentle ... but also a common point between Buddhism, Christianity, Other Religions & Spiritual Ways as well.

i think the Knife has shape alike cross, at least under microscope. i think it's inner cross & pain as well to carry it.

i think it's great source of power & strength in Mahakala's hands, so i ask others to protect it - by countering & securing for Enlightenment & Truth.

If i turn to be traitor to Spiritual Ways, i need Buddhas, Faiths & Spiritual People to make it turn against me, so i won't worsen my karma too much by committing too many of Spiritual Errors. i do not plan nor wish for committing these Errors anyway.

i wish for the Knife to make me more Powerful & Strong in all aspects of life as long as i am loyal to the Enlightened Love, Enlightenment & Truth.

i think countering my Knife & securing can work in both ways & very fast, as in the Armies who secure & cooperate each other - no less.

Armies are merciless to traitors as well.

True Love is merciless to traitors even more, i think & believe as well.


Wishes.

May all beings have happines and causes of happiness,

May they be free from suffering and the cause of suffering,

May they always experience true happiness, which is totally free from suffering,

May they remain in the great equanimity, which is beyond attachment and aversion.


Mantras.

OM MAHAKALAYE SOHA
OM A RA PA CA NA DHIH
OM MANI PEME HUNG

OM AMI DEWA HRI
OM KALACHAKRA SOHA

OM AH HUNG BENZA GURU PEMA SIDDHI HUNG

SHAMARPA CHENNO

KARMAPA CHENNO

Namaste, blessed be.

Thursday, 7 September 2017

My Ways - Center is the Most Important.





Priorities.

My Spiritual Ways are mostly as in this Cross.

i think it will evolve into Svastika - aligned to right, then to the Buddhist/Taoist Symbols.

Yet those who care for that - i think it's mostly young Wicca/Witchcraft - should fight still for that, otherwise it will fail.

Svastika is an Ancient Buddhist Symbol, Hitler Stole it from Buddhas.

Importance Order, as is of today (usually Wicca/Witchcraft is on a firm 3rd place, and the Golden Dawn on firm 2nd place):

1. Buddhism,
2. Wicca/Witchcraft,
3. Christianity & the Golden Dawn - but Certainly not Inquisition,
4. Thelema,
5. Islam, but Certainly not Terror.


Prediction.

We shall see yet how it will evolve - it's not set in stone yet.

However, i predict Svastika That Way:
1. Buddhism in the Center,
2. The Golden Dawn on top, then behind it Christianity - but Certainly not Inquisition,
3. Wicca/Witchcraft on left, then behind it Voodoo/Hoodoo,
4. Thelema on right, then behind it Nihilism,
5. Sufism on bottom, then behind it Islam - but Certainly not Terror.


Mantras.

OM MANI PEME HUNG
OM A RA PA CA NA DHIH
MA DAG MA
OM MANI PEME HUNG

SHAMARPA CHENNO

KARMAPA CHENNO

Namaste, Blessed be.

Thursday, 31 August 2017

Inspiring Love.

About.

Buddha Karmapa gave up Buddhist Monk's life for Love.

Is it a fault?

i think not.

At least there's much more of love in our sangha.

For many it's benefit not fault, especially for those who fight for love - before or after meeting partner.

For me it's most important, it's great news for me.


Wishes.

May all beings have happines and causes of happiness,

May they be free from suffering and the cause of suffering,

May they always experience true happiness, which is totally free from suffering,

May they remain in the great equanimity, which is beyond attachment and aversion.


Mantras.

Namaste,
Karmapa Khyenno.

Overconfidence is a Weakness.

About.

Overconfidence is a Weakness - it's always true, even if many consider low ego associated as a weakness instead.

i wish to be underestimated by far, to challenge even the Chinese Intelligence Service with it.

i can serve China against Terrorism, for the price of Tibet's Freedom - and i love Shaolin, so it's not against them.

i wish to buy at least a good quality (or evil depending on a perspective) Chinese LED Flashlight, for martial arts at night & terrorists interrogation.

i think this flashlight has to be of high quality, in durable waterproof case so it can survive striking opponen't body hard, useful for disarming knife, resillent against other hazards, with a powerful if narrow stream of light. it has to weight about 0,25 kg - martial artists have to be fast with their strikes & other methods.

For this to work others must underestimate one not by 1, not by 2, not by 3 ... but by at least by a million of times, probably far more.

i wish to develop being better than it seems, to develop subterfuge in the HH Buddha Karmapa Trinley Thaye Dorje' service far longer than life lasts, for as long as space plays.


Wishes.

May all beings have happines and causes of happiness,

May they be free from suffering and the cause of suffering,

May they always experience true happiness, which is totally free from suffering,

May they remain in the great equanimity, which is beyond attachment and aversion.


Mantras.

OM MAHAKALAYE SOHA
OM A RA PA CA NA DHIH
OM MANI PEME HUNG

OM AMI DEWA HRI
OM KALACHAKRA SOHA

OM AH HUNG BENZA GURU PEMA SIDDHI HUNG

SHAMARPA CHENNO

KARMAPA CHENNO

Namaste, blessed be.

Tuesday, 29 August 2017

My development plans for next 4-5 years.

About.

My way includes Buddhism, Esoterics, Arts & Sciences.

i need Art, Esoterics & Buddhism to overcome inner obstacles needed to develop in Sciences, to create my Technology.

i need Art, Esoterics & Buddhism to find Love, i think.

My plans for next 4-5 years therefore include focusing on Buddhism, Esoterics, Martial Arts (as needed by Esoterics) & a little of work (as a psychotherapist), and a little of other ways as well.

Creating Technology will occur later probably, even if parts of it will happen sooner.


Wishes.

May all beings have happines and causes of happiness,

May they be free from suffering and the cause of suffering,

May they always experience true happiness, which is totally free from suffering,

May they remain in the great equanimity, which is beyond attachment and aversion.


Mantras.

OM MAHAKALAYE SOHA
OM A RA PA CA NA DHIH
OM MANI PEME HUNG

OM AMI DEWA HRI
OM KALACHAKRA SOHA

OM AH HUNG BENZA GURU PEMA SIDDHI HUNG

SHAMARPA CHENNO

KARMAPA CHENNO

Namaste, blessed be.

Thursday, 24 August 2017

Countering Ego.

Introduction.

Ego is relentless opponent, but can be defeated utterly - that's one of the goals of Buddhism.

Arguably it's one's own ego, but i think that no one exists in separation, that thoughts & feelings can be shared.


Experiences & Insights.

i've experienced 'ego rides' in form of mental ilness symptoms.

Voices in my head insulted me, tried to detract from the Buddhist Way to Liberation & Enlightenment, tried to stall progress, tried to goad to worse deeds.

It felt that i shared thoughts & feelings with other people's egos - who often used it with conscious intent to release anger on me, or to stall my progress so they won't have to worry about me surpassing them too early.

Recent insights offered me to teach me how to counter ego, using Yogin's as well as Monk's methods.

i've accepted offer - to defeat my own ego, as well as other people's egos.

i don't want to involve myself into other people's egos too far, but accepted studying & suffering under them for up to one week as a way of developing counters & lessons for them.

For the worst, exceptional cases - i've accepted studying & suffering for up to one month.

i made a wish that these counters & lessons are Enlightening, beneficial - i don't intend these as a means of revenge.


Wishes.

May all beings have happines and causes of happiness,

May they be free from suffering and the cause of suffering,

May they always experience true happiness, which is totally free from suffering,

May they remain in the great equanimity, which is beyond attachment and aversion.


Mantras.

OM MAHAKALAYE SOHA
OM A RA PA CA NA DHIH
OM MANI PEME HUNG

OM AMI DEWA HRI
OM KALACHAKRA SOHA

OM AH HUNG BENZA GURU PEMA SIDDHI HUNG

SHAMARPA CHENNO

KARMAPA CHENNO

Namaste, blessed be.