How it hurts? Who's alone?'
Questions about Love appeared in my Mind, about whom i chose, about whom i Love more:
- ... is it Nerialka on DeviantART?,
- ... or it's a young buddhist woman i've meditated with - as we touched each other with our knees?
Other questions appeared as well:
- Whom would i choose if i met both in same place, at the same time - without knowing either of them before?
- Does the fact that Nerialka is from France would matter?
...
i do not think that asking too many questions would lead me anywhere ... considering too much is insanity and it leads to even worse insanity.
All that matters is that i Love a young buddhist woman, and that i wish to be Nerialka's friend without endangering her relation with her husband, without endangering other relations - both within Sangha, and elsewhere.
