... was Lama Ole Nydahl: Hannah in a Male Form?
Was Hannah Nydahl: Ole in Female Form?
... is it a form of Union, learning from each other?
How about this Lama Ole Nydahl's current wife?
... no disrespect meant at all, as much as we can.
... is identification too powerful method ?
... is wisdom more important than power ?
... can wisdom alone survive against stupidity armed in 'weaponry', either inner or external?
Sunday 28 April 2019
Friday 26 April 2019
Misunderstandings are Rather Sad ... but, let's Live Without Tears.
Buddhism and Church, as well as other Religions and Views, etc ... do not understand each other.
... We do not understand our 'mental shortcuts for those who are initiated into deeper mysteries', but i think the talks can be reduced to simple prose of a common language.
... We do not understand our 'mental shortcuts for those who are initiated into deeper mysteries', but i think the talks can be reduced to simple prose of a common language.
Saturday 20 April 2019
Artificial Intelligence & Buddhism.
... Bhikkhu Samahita is well-educated in the Sciences, Buddhist Monk at Sangha.
... i was interrested in Google Deep Mind AI, and in Adobe Sensei AI - but i trust Bhikkhu Samahita far more.
... initial success, i think - in Buddhism & Sciences.
... i hope that Sciences can Serve Arts - not only Buddhist.
... i feel that Warsaw Buddhist Center is too far from Europe Center, in germany. i hope my work can benefit both Europe Center & Warsaw Center.
Europe Center -wise, i bet on Meike Herzog, the Light Artist, if i can.
Warsaw Center -wise, i bet on Rafał Olech, Buddhist Teacher & Artist, if i can.
... of course, others are important as well, not only in these centers, i think.
... Meike Herzog wrote book: 'Copenhagen Buddhas', i think,
... and Bhikkhu Samahita studied in Copenhagen, i think.
... see also, if You wish: AI Controlled NEMS Nanite Swarm on Project Wraithstar, 'Smart AI' on Project Wraithstar.
... i was interrested in Google Deep Mind AI, and in Adobe Sensei AI - but i trust Bhikkhu Samahita far more.
... initial success, i think - in Buddhism & Sciences.
... i hope that Sciences can Serve Arts - not only Buddhist.
... i feel that Warsaw Buddhist Center is too far from Europe Center, in germany. i hope my work can benefit both Europe Center & Warsaw Center.
Europe Center -wise, i bet on Meike Herzog, the Light Artist, if i can.
Warsaw Center -wise, i bet on Rafał Olech, Buddhist Teacher & Artist, if i can.
... of course, others are important as well, not only in these centers, i think.
... Meike Herzog wrote book: 'Copenhagen Buddhas', i think,
... and Bhikkhu Samahita studied in Copenhagen, i think.
... see also, if You wish: AI Controlled NEMS Nanite Swarm on Project Wraithstar, 'Smart AI' on Project Wraithstar.
... Cleaning Mind, Cleaning Apartment ...
'When one is mentally ill, should develop distance and criticism to one's own mind.'
--
A talk i share for myself, and for others:
me: '... my worst problem is trash, mess and disorder at home - even worse than money problems ... i told psychologists about this ... makes me remember 'prince in new york' film, main character was also that way. whole of my apartment is trash. :( at least my computer, partitions and folders, ... are well ordered, but i still need to improve.'
buddhist friend: 'Be brave - make a decision to clean and ask a friend to help you'
me: 'i will, when i am ready. probably buddhist center cleaning team, i wish to pay them for that.'
buddhist friend: 'Andrzej Neo-Mahakala Wysocki No, without paying. Ask for help.'
me: 'we'll see. i don't want to abuse either way.'
me: 'i'll ask for help, and ask if i should pay.'
buddhist friend: 'Friends are for this - to help when you need. And then when you have an opportunity - you will pay or give a donation for the center for example. May be you are too proud.'
me: 'yes, i need to be more modest.'
buddhist friend: 'And trust more friends and yourself'
me: 'i don't trust my mind enough, i am mentally ill. but there's semblance of sanity anyway, so it's not so bad.'
buddhist friend: 'Try to trust your Buddha nature - it is free from any diseases, including mental desease'
buddhist friend: 'All the best for you ❤️'
me: 'i wish to try to trust my Buddha Nature.'
--
A talk i share for myself, and for others:
me: '... my worst problem is trash, mess and disorder at home - even worse than money problems ... i told psychologists about this ... makes me remember 'prince in new york' film, main character was also that way. whole of my apartment is trash. :( at least my computer, partitions and folders, ... are well ordered, but i still need to improve.'
buddhist friend: 'Be brave - make a decision to clean and ask a friend to help you'
me: 'i will, when i am ready. probably buddhist center cleaning team, i wish to pay them for that.'
buddhist friend: 'Andrzej Neo-Mahakala Wysocki No, without paying. Ask for help.'
me: 'we'll see. i don't want to abuse either way.'
me: 'i'll ask for help, and ask if i should pay.'
buddhist friend: 'Friends are for this - to help when you need. And then when you have an opportunity - you will pay or give a donation for the center for example. May be you are too proud.'
me: 'yes, i need to be more modest.'
buddhist friend: 'And trust more friends and yourself'
me: 'i don't trust my mind enough, i am mentally ill. but there's semblance of sanity anyway, so it's not so bad.'
buddhist friend: 'Try to trust your Buddha nature - it is free from any diseases, including mental desease'
buddhist friend: 'All the best for you ❤️'
me: 'i wish to try to trust my Buddha Nature.'
Friday 19 April 2019
... What is Karma? ... & Other Buddhist Ideas.
... had insights, thoughts arising in Mind.
Karma can be understood many ways.
One of definitions is that our thoughts, speech and actions from past cause our present and future. There's also how we experience ripening karma, we can try to calm mind, or follow happy energy, for example. Our decision seeds karma to ripen in future.
Karma ripens when conditions allow. Without seeds in store consciousness there's nothing to ripen, as well.
Many parts can be included in Karma definition, for now i keep 3-parts model, for simplicity.
Karma is:
1. What You eat,
2. What You have / both internal and external resources - from wisdom & intelligence, knowledge, skills, happiness ... to good style & looks, to money, 'household', and rare goods. /,
3. With whom You keep with, / friends and enemies, with better and worse resources and eating habits. /
Does a Tea Leaf have mind?
... i think it does have mind ... it's complex organism consisting of many bacteria and other microorganisms, perhaps. Each of smallest living units has mind, i think. Bacteria are alive beings, viruses are not - these are phenomena without Mind.
Similar with humans, animals, etc - these have mind, and are complex entities. Complex entities consits of smaller complex entity(-es) and/or smaller simple entity(-es).
Let's consider 'lifecycle' of living beings.
... animal is alive, then hunted, dead, meat prepared.
... no longer animal, but smaller units - bacteria, etc ... still live.
... humans eat meat, digest - there's still living units, probably even smaller.
... we expell 'crap' / pl: 'kupa' /, there's still life contained.
... 'crap' can be used as fertilizer / pl: 'nawóz'. / for plants, or a part of the fertilizer production process.
... then perhaps some of plants are eaten by animals and/or human beings again.
... i think that both plant-and-meat-eaters, vegetarians & vegans are needed ... and i think that conscious-and-flexible-consumers are needed the most, as well.
... let's try to not hate each other too much, but let's eat wisely - using ecosystem research efforts.
/ my father was animal hunter and studied parts of animal ecosystem. there are laws on which animals can be shot, where and when, fees to pay after shooting, etc.
... too much or too little of certain animal population in given area can result in great ecological disaster, that's why my father had to study animal ecosystem regularly. without studies he would lose hunting license, and face other problems probably, as well.
... i've studied Environmental Engineering, which included Ecology a little, on mother's sugestion - she worked in that 'college'. she died of cancer, among other ills. ... but i've completed biology lesson with 'good' or 'very good' grade - forgot details. now i work at hospital that treats cancer, as physical security specialist in Juwentus Security Company. fitting work for my background, and for someone who tries to identify with Mahakala, Buddhist Guardian and Protector, among other. ... but someday, preferably in less than 3 years, i wish to return to computer sciences - probably in Adobe Co. ... perhap's i'll write software for RNA/DNA visualization and modelling, among other functionalities.
... Warsaw University - Mathematics, Informatics and Mechanics faculty, MIMUW, has Interdisciplinary Center for Modelling, ICM - perhaps still.
... i'd love to be a part of MIMUW Alumni's Science Circle, when i'll return to MIMUW to study Mathematics. i do not need to be the best, being a part of greater whole is a bliss in my eyes. i do not need too political students' organizations, as for example BEST is - i prefer true science, with practical technology than politics.
... don't get me wrong - politcs can be useful and needed, but it's not 'my piece of a cake', as far as sciences are considered.
... i do politics in esoteric circles, but i stay away from other, more mundane and scientific politics - that's 'my piece of cake'.
... advanced science & technology can be magical, esoteric, spiritual - but i prefer to stay low - unless i must. /
There are many languages of animals, of humans, etc ...
... i think human, animal, god, ... beings are states of mind, but not only - there are steps in realization, as well.
Criticism requested & welcome.
... perhaps these ideas can be used with: Statistics for Enlightenment, ... How i understand Mind, Body, Energies & related.
OM MAHAKALAYE SOHA
OM MANI PEME HUNG
OM MANI PADME HUM
OM A RA PA CA NA DHIH
OM MANI PEME HUNG
KARMAPA CHENNO
Namaste, blessed be.
Karma can be understood many ways.
One of definitions is that our thoughts, speech and actions from past cause our present and future. There's also how we experience ripening karma, we can try to calm mind, or follow happy energy, for example. Our decision seeds karma to ripen in future.
Karma ripens when conditions allow. Without seeds in store consciousness there's nothing to ripen, as well.
Many parts can be included in Karma definition, for now i keep 3-parts model, for simplicity.
Karma is:
1. What You eat,
2. What You have / both internal and external resources - from wisdom & intelligence, knowledge, skills, happiness ... to good style & looks, to money, 'household', and rare goods. /,
3. With whom You keep with, / friends and enemies, with better and worse resources and eating habits. /
Does a Tea Leaf have mind?
... i think it does have mind ... it's complex organism consisting of many bacteria and other microorganisms, perhaps. Each of smallest living units has mind, i think. Bacteria are alive beings, viruses are not - these are phenomena without Mind.
Similar with humans, animals, etc - these have mind, and are complex entities. Complex entities consits of smaller complex entity(-es) and/or smaller simple entity(-es).
Let's consider 'lifecycle' of living beings.
... animal is alive, then hunted, dead, meat prepared.
... no longer animal, but smaller units - bacteria, etc ... still live.
... humans eat meat, digest - there's still living units, probably even smaller.
... we expell 'crap' / pl: 'kupa' /, there's still life contained.
... 'crap' can be used as fertilizer / pl: 'nawóz'. / for plants, or a part of the fertilizer production process.
... then perhaps some of plants are eaten by animals and/or human beings again.
... i think that both plant-and-meat-eaters, vegetarians & vegans are needed ... and i think that conscious-and-flexible-consumers are needed the most, as well.
... let's try to not hate each other too much, but let's eat wisely - using ecosystem research efforts.
/ my father was animal hunter and studied parts of animal ecosystem. there are laws on which animals can be shot, where and when, fees to pay after shooting, etc.
... too much or too little of certain animal population in given area can result in great ecological disaster, that's why my father had to study animal ecosystem regularly. without studies he would lose hunting license, and face other problems probably, as well.
... i've studied Environmental Engineering, which included Ecology a little, on mother's sugestion - she worked in that 'college'. she died of cancer, among other ills. ... but i've completed biology lesson with 'good' or 'very good' grade - forgot details. now i work at hospital that treats cancer, as physical security specialist in Juwentus Security Company. fitting work for my background, and for someone who tries to identify with Mahakala, Buddhist Guardian and Protector, among other. ... but someday, preferably in less than 3 years, i wish to return to computer sciences - probably in Adobe Co. ... perhap's i'll write software for RNA/DNA visualization and modelling, among other functionalities.
... Warsaw University - Mathematics, Informatics and Mechanics faculty, MIMUW, has Interdisciplinary Center for Modelling, ICM - perhaps still.
... i'd love to be a part of MIMUW Alumni's Science Circle, when i'll return to MIMUW to study Mathematics. i do not need to be the best, being a part of greater whole is a bliss in my eyes. i do not need too political students' organizations, as for example BEST is - i prefer true science, with practical technology than politics.
... don't get me wrong - politcs can be useful and needed, but it's not 'my piece of a cake', as far as sciences are considered.
... i do politics in esoteric circles, but i stay away from other, more mundane and scientific politics - that's 'my piece of cake'.
... advanced science & technology can be magical, esoteric, spiritual - but i prefer to stay low - unless i must. /
There are many languages of animals, of humans, etc ...
... i think human, animal, god, ... beings are states of mind, but not only - there are steps in realization, as well.
Criticism requested & welcome.
... perhaps these ideas can be used with: Statistics for Enlightenment, ... How i understand Mind, Body, Energies & related.
OM MAHAKALAYE SOHA
OM MANI PEME HUNG
OM MANI PADME HUM
OM A RA PA CA NA DHIH
OM MANI PEME HUNG
KARMAPA CHENNO
Namaste, blessed be.
Thursday 18 April 2019
... How i understand Mind, Body, Energies & related.
... i believe that we're mind and have bodies.
... i believe that souls are mind's parts. Soul is god's breath.
Breath joins consciousness with subcounsciousness.
Breath is bridge between mind and body.
Psyche is mind-soul.
Mind is limitless, aware - but most of beings have 'ego barrier' that blocks awareness/perception.
... i have perception problems because of ego & ego barrier - i don't see a buddhist woman i love. i need to reduce ego, then i'll be more ready to meet & see her again. ... a semi serious join joke. :(
Brain is consciousness filter, consciousness carries karma from past into soul and brain. i think that consciousness flows from above into crown & thrid eye chakras mostly, then into brain. Perhaps it's related with god speaking from heavens above.
... i think heavens, hells & paradises are mind states, can be found on earth as well, before death, during death and after death as well.
...
... i think that mind & bodies radiate energies, not only voice.
. ... i think ego is part of soul. i think that soul & ego are not permanent - can change, grow, reduce and be utterly defeated as well - but this requires time & effort.
... probably it's too simlplistic but that's what i have for now. i don't want nor need stupid criticism. Wise criticism is requested & welcome.
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See also, if You wish: ... What is Karma? ... & Other Buddhist Ideas, Statistics for Enlightenment.
Wednesday 17 April 2019
... Karma Coins & Tarot.com.
... i use tarot.com website.
... had 15 karma coins, then someone gave me 5 karma coins.
... then i've bought 100 karma coins.
... i tried to offer 120 karma coins for HH Buddha Karmapa 17th Trinley Thaye Dorje, but now i have 15 karma coins again.
... perhaps someone needed it more and it was automatically transferred.
... i think karma & karma coins will return to me when i need the most, probably more than 100.
... because of 'Rule of 3', i suspect it will return three-fold ... but time-delay also counts.
... i don't mind stealing from me that way - i think karma eventually will find it's way back.
... or perhaps i paid karmic debt from past that way.
... we'll see. ;)
--
And yes, of course, writing this post is a form of 'crime' report, as well.
--
... that's example of how 'Loving Eyes' work: Loving Eyes see things in most positive way possible, but are critical and logical as well, even if won't admit whole truth at first.
... Loving Eyes are a form of Compassion & Beyond-Personal Good, i think.
Loving Eyes Mantra is:
* in Tibetan: OM MANI PEME HUNG.
* in Sanskrit: OM MANI PADME HUM.
* in English: Loving Eyes.
* in Polish: Kochające Oczy.
This mantra can be spelled in any language, but Tibetan & Sanskrit hold most blessing, because of the past.
... had 15 karma coins, then someone gave me 5 karma coins.
... then i've bought 100 karma coins.
... i tried to offer 120 karma coins for HH Buddha Karmapa 17th Trinley Thaye Dorje, but now i have 15 karma coins again.
... perhaps someone needed it more and it was automatically transferred.
... i think karma & karma coins will return to me when i need the most, probably more than 100.
... because of 'Rule of 3', i suspect it will return three-fold ... but time-delay also counts.
... i don't mind stealing from me that way - i think karma eventually will find it's way back.
... or perhaps i paid karmic debt from past that way.
... we'll see. ;)
--
And yes, of course, writing this post is a form of 'crime' report, as well.
--
... that's example of how 'Loving Eyes' work: Loving Eyes see things in most positive way possible, but are critical and logical as well, even if won't admit whole truth at first.
... Loving Eyes are a form of Compassion & Beyond-Personal Good, i think.
Loving Eyes Mantra is:
* in Tibetan: OM MANI PEME HUNG.
* in Sanskrit: OM MANI PADME HUM.
* in English: Loving Eyes.
* in Polish: Kochające Oczy.
This mantra can be spelled in any language, but Tibetan & Sanskrit hold most blessing, because of the past.
Tuesday 16 April 2019
Concerns.
... these concerns are difficult,
... i know too little, so i am forming questions.
... are there 'buddhists' that abuse their 'thrones', and 'false merit' accumulations to make younger pairs sex-slaves? are older buddhists of both genders too sex-abusive? are younger buddhists of both genders too sex-abusive? do we blackmail too much? do we bribe and/or take bribes too much? ... do we lie, release anger, ... , betray?
... how one can respect true monks? how one can respuct true nuns? ... i am unworthy to be monk because i do not wish to lose love, erotics & sex ... is saying that i am unworthy a form of sassy, vulgar, ugly & disrespectful slander?
... i would gladly accept monk's life if i could keep love, erotics and sex. i can accept periods of 'hastity', not only in retreat centers ... but not only my decision, of course. i try to be yogin, not monk - i think it's honest, to be that way. i prefer love & erotics than sex ... but i love sex as well. if a buddhist woman i love wishes kid(s), i'll gladly yield to her.
... are we a human being cult? / pl: kult jednostki. / ... is it bad?
... i wish to serve all of buddhism by learning truths, and sharing when it's enlightening. i wish to enter that way enlightening way, if/when i am allowed.
--
i do not know how to form words, i do not mean disrespect.
... i think:
Lama Ole Nydahl succeeded and succeeds in Love, many others who follow him as well - even if this seems hopeless at first, even if it's long and difficult fight.
Perhaps many think that Lama Ole Nydahl deserves 'better wife', but well ... his choice. i suspect that he doesn't want to rape too beautiful young women - he's old, and that's why.
... i think this is perfect example of self-honesty, spiritual self-honesty, and probably more.
The Causal Love Science.
... are there 'buddhists' that abuse their 'thrones', and 'false merit' accumulations to make younger pairs sex-slaves? are older buddhists of both genders too sex-abusive? are younger buddhists of both genders too sex-abusive? do we blackmail too much? do we bribe and/or take bribes too much? ... do we lie, release anger, ... , betray?
... how one can respect true monks? how one can respuct true nuns? ... i am unworthy to be monk because i do not wish to lose love, erotics & sex ... is saying that i am unworthy a form of sassy, vulgar, ugly & disrespectful slander?
... i would gladly accept monk's life if i could keep love, erotics and sex. i can accept periods of 'hastity', not only in retreat centers ... but not only my decision, of course. i try to be yogin, not monk - i think it's honest, to be that way. i prefer love & erotics than sex ... but i love sex as well. if a buddhist woman i love wishes kid(s), i'll gladly yield to her.
... are we a human being cult? / pl: kult jednostki. / ... is it bad?
... i wish to serve all of buddhism by learning truths, and sharing when it's enlightening. i wish to enter that way enlightening way, if/when i am allowed.
--
i do not know how to form words, i do not mean disrespect.
... i think:
Lama Ole Nydahl succeeded and succeeds in Love, many others who follow him as well - even if this seems hopeless at first, even if it's long and difficult fight.
Perhaps many think that Lama Ole Nydahl deserves 'better wife', but well ... his choice. i suspect that he doesn't want to rape too beautiful young women - he's old, and that's why.
... i think this is perfect example of self-honesty, spiritual self-honesty, and probably more.
The Causal Love Science.
Monday 15 April 2019
Sects? ... So what?!!!
... i think that i am dangerous sectarian.
There are many truths, but i like to say 'truth is what brings together instead of separating, but honesty - especially self-honesty - is also important'.
... i hate hypocrisy, i suffered so much for so long, so i tell honest words as much as i can.
Spiritual honesty makes me to 'enlighten' most raped that way - mostly atheists.
... if/when i abuse too much, i'll die or end as pathetic misery.
... truth is challenging me, i can't handle it, so i tell non-truths. That's proof of sectarianism in my eyes.
... such failure can be perceived as a personal success. ... i think personal success is ... 'beyond-personal failure', egoism.
Human beings want to be dangerous to foes, so they won't dare to hurt them too much. Better Love, Erotics & Sex.
... i think that after sects are heresies, religions, then spirituality. i think that spirituality is Apex.
'Apex' / pl: zwieńczenie /, means 'top of pyramid', shining above requires support from below ... as fighter planes won't win wars alone, without spies/intelligence, infantry soldiers, protected airstrip, mechanics, air-traffic tower, management, strategists & far more, i think.
... i do not want to 'advance' to heresy or higher too early, i prefer de facto power, instead.
;)
There are many truths, but i like to say 'truth is what brings together instead of separating, but honesty - especially self-honesty - is also important'.
... i hate hypocrisy, i suffered so much for so long, so i tell honest words as much as i can.
Spiritual honesty makes me to 'enlighten' most raped that way - mostly atheists.
... if/when i abuse too much, i'll die or end as pathetic misery.
... truth is challenging me, i can't handle it, so i tell non-truths. That's proof of sectarianism in my eyes.
... such failure can be perceived as a personal success. ... i think personal success is ... 'beyond-personal failure', egoism.
Human beings want to be dangerous to foes, so they won't dare to hurt them too much. Better Love, Erotics & Sex.
... i think that after sects are heresies, religions, then spirituality. i think that spirituality is Apex.
'Apex' / pl: zwieńczenie /, means 'top of pyramid', shining above requires support from below ... as fighter planes won't win wars alone, without spies/intelligence, infantry soldiers, protected airstrip, mechanics, air-traffic tower, management, strategists & far more, i think.
... i do not want to 'advance' to heresy or higher too early, i prefer de facto power, instead.
;)
Monday 1 April 2019
Statistics for Enlightenment.
There are truths, small lies, greater lies & statistics.
There are many interpretations of truth, but i think that truth is what brings together instead of separating.
... we can try to count good deeds and bad deeds, positive and negative karma points, nice and wicked in false way destiny points / not only wicca /, and develop methods.
... we can try to include probabilistics, as well.
... is 'i am not sure if it's reversely positive karma point' - 30% of 1 negative karma point?.
... we can collect reports and write software for analysis, then pass to karma law effort.
... i suspect reports & analysis are important for forming laws, even if 'only' spiritual.
... i think karma law is part of karma, important tool for protecting truths, but it lies too much - so i think constant work, improvement & corrections are needed.
... we needs self-reports as well - this is the most important.
... too much of automation enslaves too much - not only in this case.
... are these ideas worthy to be holy? too much holiness is unhealthy, i think.
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Strictly not for sale, just sharing ideas. Corruption kills truth.
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... perhaps this can be used in forming karma laws, and in writing software: ... What is Karma? ... & Other Buddhist Ideas, ... How i understand Mind, Body, Energies & related.
There are many interpretations of truth, but i think that truth is what brings together instead of separating.
... we can try to count good deeds and bad deeds, positive and negative karma points, nice and wicked in false way destiny points / not only wicca /, and develop methods.
... we can try to include probabilistics, as well.
... is 'i am not sure if it's reversely positive karma point' - 30% of 1 negative karma point?.
... we can collect reports and write software for analysis, then pass to karma law effort.
... i suspect reports & analysis are important for forming laws, even if 'only' spiritual.
... i think karma law is part of karma, important tool for protecting truths, but it lies too much - so i think constant work, improvement & corrections are needed.
... we needs self-reports as well - this is the most important.
... too much of automation enslaves too much - not only in this case.
... are these ideas worthy to be holy? too much holiness is unhealthy, i think.
--
Strictly not for sale, just sharing ideas. Corruption kills truth.
--
... perhaps this can be used in forming karma laws, and in writing software: ... What is Karma? ... & Other Buddhist Ideas, ... How i understand Mind, Body, Energies & related.
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