... are there 'buddhists' that abuse their 'thrones', and 'false merit' accumulations to make younger pairs sex-slaves? are older buddhists of both genders too sex-abusive? are younger buddhists of both genders too sex-abusive? do we blackmail too much? do we bribe and/or take bribes too much? ... do we lie, release anger, ... , betray?
... how one can respect true monks? how one can respuct true nuns? ... i am unworthy to be monk because i do not wish to lose love, erotics & sex ... is saying that i am unworthy a form of sassy, vulgar, ugly & disrespectful slander?
... i would gladly accept monk's life if i could keep love, erotics and sex. i can accept periods of 'hastity', not only in retreat centers ... but not only my decision, of course. i try to be yogin, not monk - i think it's honest, to be that way. i prefer love & erotics than sex ... but i love sex as well. if a buddhist woman i love wishes kid(s), i'll gladly yield to her.
... are we a human being cult? / pl: kult jednostki. / ... is it bad?
... i wish to serve all of buddhism by learning truths, and sharing when it's enlightening. i wish to enter that way enlightening way, if/when i am allowed.
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i do not know how to form words, i do not mean disrespect.
... i think:
Lama Ole Nydahl succeeded and succeeds in Love, many others who follow him as well - even if this seems hopeless at first, even if it's long and difficult fight.
Perhaps many think that Lama Ole Nydahl deserves 'better wife', but well ... his choice. i suspect that he doesn't want to rape too beautiful young women - he's old, and that's why.
... i think this is perfect example of self-honesty, spiritual self-honesty, and probably more.
The Causal Love Science.
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