... had insights, thoughts arose in mind.
... is it reality or delusion?
... one should check, i think.
... i think there are people who call themselves 'ole', 'ole-go', ... , 'lama ole', etc.
... not always people say: 'lama ole nydahl says that insane people have no place in buddhist centers'.
... too often people say: 'ole tells that insanity has no place in buddhist centers', i think.
... is 'ole' same as 'lama ole nydahl' ?
... i think not.
... when people 'identify' with lama ole nydahl, they start pretending that they are 'ole', 'lama ole' etc.
... is it worth asking: 'which ole?'.
... what 'lama' word means?
... i heard it's 'highest wisdom'.
... who is truly lama?
... one who completes succesfully three-years retreat, the lama course.
... am i buddha?
... while i have buddha nature - potential to become buddha - as every being has ... i am not enlightened yet, i am not buddha yet ... even in my own eyes ... as i am not ready to help every being in this world ... yet.