Thursday, 17 December 2020

Wishes for better rebirth.

-=- Lama Ole Nydahl's book: 'Fearless Death'. -=-

-=- ... all things related with Reincarnation. -=-


... i've made some wishes, regarding reincarnations and future rebirths.

... i wish to reincarnate in a human realm, as a bodhisattva in a buddhist family.

... preferably in next life and in following lives ... but if this is not possible, then as soon as possible and in following lives as well.

... i've also made wishes regarding love partners in future lives, and about friends.


-=- Loving Eyes Mantra, Compassion Mantra. -=-



... i wish that loving eyes mantra guides me to better rebirth / hook of compassion?* /, and for as long as i have my silver signet ring with loving eyes mantra engraved - that this ring will also contribute to my wish of better rebirth.

-=- My silver signet ring, with Loving Eyes Mantra engraved. -=-



... i also wish to not lose this silver signet for as long as possible

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* The Hook of Compassion refers to Lama Ole Nydahl's book: 'Fearless Death', chapter: 'Conscious Dying', 'Phowa for Others' part.

Monday, 16 March 2020

Whom do i love?

'Do say nothing about Love ...
How it hurts? Who's alone?'


Questions about Love appeared in my Mind, about whom i chose, about whom i Love more:
- ... is it Nerialka on DeviantART?,
- ... or it's a young buddhist woman i've meditated with - as we touched each other with our knees?


Other questions appeared as well:
- Whom would i choose if i met both in same place, at the same time - without knowing either of them before?
- Does the fact that Nerialka is from France would matter?

...


... Asking Questions, Seeking Answers ...



i do not think that asking too many questions would lead me anywhere ... considering too much is insanity and it leads to even worse insanity.


All that matters is that i Love a young buddhist woman, and that i wish to be Nerialka's friend without endangering her relation with her husband, without endangering other relations - both within Sangha, and elsewhere.