Saturday, 30 December 2017

Foundation.

... my new desktop image:




- Buddha Karmapa at bottom (bottom is foundation, supports what's above, so it's more important in this case; without a solid foundation a house can't stand),
- Wicca / Witchcraft at top (at top it can shine with a good support).

... but in reality it's not so obvious of who's supporting whom & who was so far, in my case. i think that most of Buddhism, especially less wise & less compassionate people neglect other ways too much.

Friday, 8 December 2017

Black Lotus, a Gift for Love.




What is best gift a man can give for a woman, for Love?

Usually it's a flower, a Jewelry, or a work of Art.

What if a proper flower doesn't exist in nature, if it's a fictional Art work?

Black Lotus does not exist in nature, even if there's a specimen called that way.

It's found in fiction, in Art, in games ... but it's a powerful symbol still.

Thankfully i found a way.

i think a Buddhist woman i Love realized beautifully feminine protecting qualities, along with wisdom, perfection, purity, gentleness & power ... as a mythical black lotus that grows in the harsh swamp conditions.

i think Black Lotus is also a symbol of Magic, a feminine symbol of Buddhism.

Found in the Magic: the Gathering games, it's source of great power & beauty, that can enhance the play when used skilfully, alongside the other, meaningful cards ... it's the great, rare & precious work of Art as well, as well ... it's perhaps the most legendary, most sought of all of the cards.

i bought this Art work for a Buddhist woman i Love, a flower that symbolizes how i perceive her, how i experience her gentle power & emotional work with my feelings.

i feel secure in feelings, when thinking of her.

It's for You & only for You, whom i met in the Buddhist Center, who meditated with me, whom i touched knee-to-knee, when we sat & meditated beside.

i only Guard it for You.

Perhaps i'll skry this card, to learn it's powers, if insights tell me that, if i feel it's coming from someone worthwhile ... then use to build power of Sangha and/or friends, in times of need.

But i wish to keep the card intact, to guard safely, it's a flower & Art for You.




- Cards for Skrying, for Low Magick in my Collection -
- a proof of what i bought ... i bought more, traded as well. -

- Click an image to enlarge, if You wish, as well. -


See also, if You wish: Awakening Shadow Pentacle for Protection, MtGO Vampyre Erotica Deck.

Wednesday, 6 December 2017

Reducing Needs, Reducing Expectations.

Introduction.

i am inspired by the noble & beautiful people who despite being wealthy have little of needs & expectations.

i think Lama Ole Nydahl is one of them.

i think a Buddhist woman i Love deserves someone as that.

i wish to be worthy of her then to meet her as soon as is possible after that.

i can suffer even the Kalpa in Hells if that's neccessary to experience Enlightened & Magickal Love with her, preferably in our Sangha.


Wishes.

i wish to reduce my needs, to keep reducing, including eating less & spending less money - but paying all bills as soon as they arrive, as soon as i can, nevertheless.

i think eating less also protects animals & living plants, it's gentle & noble, as well.

i wish to reduce my expectations as well, to keep reducing, but at lower priority, as well.

i wish to be handsome, gentle, attractive, sexy & thin as well, not only for her.

i wish to be a gentle protection for her as well, including financial security in a gentle way as well.

i could use support in that, i could use wishes, mantras & meditations that lead to that as well.

i wish to repay karmic debts by protecting our inner values & lives, by increasing dharmic & esoteric power of people who support me that way, as soon as i can, as well - in a way that won't cost us too much of money. i can risk or sacrifice my life for those who are worthy of that privilege, i am not afraid of death - but a Buddhist woman i Love & HH Buddha Karmapa 17th Trinley Thaye Dorje should have final say if/when i should risk my life.


Mantras.

MA DAG MA
OM MANI PEME HUNG
OM A RA PA CA NA DHIH
MA DAG MA

SHAMARPA CHENNO

KARMAPA CHENNO

Namaste, blessed be.