Reducing Needs, Reducing Expectations.

Introduction.

i am inspired by the noble & beautiful people who despite being wealthy have little of needs & expectations.

i think Lama Ole Nydahl is one of them.

i think a Buddhist woman i Love deserves someone as that.

i wish to be worthy of her then to meet her as soon as is possible after that.

i can suffer even the Kalpa in Hells if that's neccessary to experience Enlightened & Magickal Love with her, preferably in our Sangha.


Wishes.

i wish to reduce my needs, to keep reducing, including eating less & spending less money - but paying all bills as soon as they arrive, as soon as i can, nevertheless.

i think eating less also protects animals & living plants, it's gentle & noble, as well.

i wish to reduce my expectations as well, to keep reducing, but at lower priority, as well.

i wish to be handsome, gentle, attractive, sexy & thin as well, not only for her.

i wish to be a gentle protection for her as well, including financial security in a gentle way as well.

i could use support in that, i could use wishes, mantras & meditations that lead to that as well.

i wish to repay karmic debts by protecting our inner values & lives, by increasing dharmic & esoteric power of people who support me that way, as soon as i can, as well - in a way that won't cost us too much of money. i can risk or sacrifice my life for those who are worthy of that privilege, i am not afraid of death - but a Buddhist woman i Love & HH Buddha Karmapa 17th Trinley Thaye Dorje should have final say if/when i should risk my life.


Mantras.

MA DAG MA
OM MANI PEME HUNG
OM A RA PA CA NA DHIH
MA DAG MA

SHAMARPA CHENNO

KARMAPA CHENNO

Namaste, blessed be.