Mistrust.

Introduction.

i think too much of trust is a weakness.

i think too much of mistrust is even worse, weakness as well.


About.

As time progress, i trust certain people more, and certain people less.

My trust is growing in:
* a Buddhist woman i Love,
* HH Buddha Karmapa 17th Trinley Thaye Dorje,
* Lama Ole Nydahl,
* Isabelle Meuriot (Nerialka on DeviantART),
* HH Buddha Dalai Lama 14th Tenzin Gjaco,
* Karol Ślęczek,
* Rafał Olech from Stupa House Buddhist Center,
* Meike Herzog from Europe Center,
* Samahita Thera, Bhikku Samahita from Sri Lanka,
* Marek Dembiński (Paldron) from Stupa House Buddhist Center,
* Karolina Boboli from Stupa House Buddhist Center,
* a few of other people.

My trust is weakening toward:
- Rest of Sangha,
- other people.

i think it's unwise to trust those who nurture their egos too much - even if they are from Sangha.

i had experiences that because of selfish motivations & flawed meditation of Sangha, my ego became too auto-destructive.

My ego is creating weaknessess in my mentality - causes spending money carelessly, dragging me into intoxicants & addictions, attacks my attempts at finding work & more.


See also, if You wish: 'Friendship' on 'My Way to France' blog.


Wishes.

May all beings have happines and causes of happiness,

May they be free from suffering and the cause of suffering,

May they always experience true happiness, which is totally free from suffering,

May they remain in the great equanimity, which is beyond attachment and aversion.


Spells.

Raven's Eyes, Awaken!
Pentacle of Mists & Shadows, Awaken!
Hindrances Severing Knife, Awaken!
Raven's Eyes, Awaken!

Blessed be.


Mantras.

MA DAG MA
OM A RA PA CA NA DHIH
OM MANI PEME HUNG
MA DAG MA

OM AMI DEWA HRI
OM KALACHAKRA SOHA

SHAMARPA CHENNO

KARMAPA CHENNO

Namaste.