Truth, Does it Bring Together?

Truth is what brings together, instead of separating.

Word 'Religion' comes from latin 'Religare' meaning 'Reunion'.

... but it's said that religions are main cause of many wars.

Greatest spiritual leadeers inspire for Peace & Love, yet their followers are too often intolerant, materialistic, fanatical and stupid.

There are people who are afraid of word 'Truth' - fearing that someone's 'Truth' will oppose their own 'Truth', that someone's 'Way' will challenge their 'Way'.

People react emotionally to religious ideas, and while Peace & Love should be in center - minor details are causes of conflicts.

Too often people wish to steal resources from other Religions or Views for themselves & their friends - thinking it's noble, thinking it's beneficial from their Religion or View's perspective.

But such approach causes hatred & conflicts, it's far from beneficial, i think.


i am changing Buddhist Schools because i think too many beings in Lama Ole Nydahl's Sangha are irresponsible sectarian worshippers - and this endangers my love & life.

i do trust Lama Ole Nydahl still, i wish to learn from Lama Ole Nydahl's still, as well as from all of Buddhas, no matter of which School.

i wish to learn more about Non-Sectarian Rimé movement.

i offered gifts for Lama Ole Nydahl & HH Buddha Karmapa 17th Trinley Thaye Dorje - as well as for others. i do not wish to change mind in this matter.

i think too many call Lama Ole Nydahl a scam-artist, too many are violent - not only in Lama Ole Nydahl's Sangha.

i wish to find a Way that brings together Buddhism's Schools & Sanghas, as well as other Spiritual Views / Wicca & the Golden Dawn, for example / closer.


i wish to investigate relations between Interdependence, Equanimity, Responsibility, and Kinship, the Truth.

i wish to investigate how lack in Equanimity & other beneficial inner values is related with ignorance, with hatred & lust, with competition for resources and with abusing other beings. i wish to investigate why many in Lama Ole Nydahl's Sangha are Fanatical Anti-Islamists, at least at first glance, as well.

i wish to offer HH Buddha Dalai Lama this pursuit of Kinship, Responsibility & Truth as my most important Buddhist Practice for his School, for other Schools as well.

i won't hesistate to criticize, if i feel it's needed, even if it's not politically correct. When i'll be in doubt, i'll try to state that, as well. i'll welcome critic & consequences as well.


We'll see how this will develop.

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Karma Kagyu Calendar: Green Tara & Medicine Buddha Day.

Results of Improper Meditation.

.. my MtGO cards decks went through many upgrades, and this is seriously expensive game.

... insights tell me that a lot of reckless expenses like buying these cards and more - are caused by improper meditation in too greedy sangha.

... i have mental obstacles with paying fees as apartment, debts etc, as well.

... this might lead me to serious troubles in future, near or far.


i meditated with compassion & open heart, with other people in Sangha.

i suspect too many, but not everyone, had greedy & ignorant wishes, meditated improperly with me.

i suspect that my subtle interaction affected my mind deeply, their wishes fell into my subconscious mind, and surface now - putting me into troubles.


These insights point to a too sectarian woman who accelerated my insanity by abusing occult teachings on me, as onw of many causes,

... perhaps strongest cause of my insanity & other troubles.

My insanity resulted from 'a miracle' performed on me, 'to display' - i felt paralysis heat & cold in turns as they talked about refrigerators, ovens, microwaves etc.

it was a lesson not without benefits, i think - but it has many drawbacks that ruin my life in past and now.


... if/when my situation will improve, i'll assess if this lesson is beneficial. for now it's too many troubles with a question mark - i don't know if i'll benefit or be destroyed.


... mtgo cards can be sold for money, but it's still a lot of money loss.

... i was forced by my thoughts to do this in past as well, then to spend recklessly on expensive pizza & computer game.

... then i was forced by thoughts to buy these cards again, more epensively.

... i feel tarnished & abused, not only financially.

... i think Sangha should be more considerate with their wishes & meditations.

Consequences of Abuses.

... i try to be gentle, to not create desperates.

... desperate people are worst enemies - after a while.

i suffered under Catholic Church, as well as under Sectarian Worshippers in Lama Ole Nydahl's Sangha.

Whole groups are diverse, there are good and bad people in, both shining examples & disgraces.

... mistreatment and abuse caused my insanity, suicidal thoughts & suicide attempts.

... i suffer from manipulative thoughts, as these sectarians appear in my mind, manipulating, putting in troubles - not only financial.

... in my mind they try to 'convey Dalai Lama's lessons' for me - or rather they manipulate these lessons so they benefit more at my cost, and at cost of others.

... i prefer unmodified Truth, not their interpretations.

... i tried to be gentle, but because of my mental illness i have troubles in surviving and finding love.

... i am forced to hate, despite my goodwill and reason.

... i will criticize mercilessly, perhaps they will change, perhaps they won't harm others the same way.

... that are consequences of abuse, of creating desperates.

... i wish to improve later, to develop compassion & love when i can - but for now, i am not ready.

Need for Love, Need for Peace.

... judging from my insights, Sangha is too obsessed with power, money & sex, too angry too.

... i suffer because of that.

... i think we need more meditation on breath, compassion & love.

Abusive Conversion Attempts (in Mind).

i was born in a Catholic family.

i was baptised despite my will, at young age when i had no opportunity to protest.

when i was young, i felt abused, slandered and beaten by other kids - mostly of Catholic families.

i started to train Martial Arts, my self-esteem, calmness & self-confidence improved - to the point that i could find & stay at work for about 4-5 years.

This Martial Arts School (BKKK) is led by a Catholic Teacher Mariusz Mazur, yes Catholic Church has the very good examples too - but too many demand from others better behaviour than they are.

Since a while i have voices in mind, telling me to convert, to return to Church so i can serve under them and go to Heaven, despite my will.

There are many excuses and arguments, but conclusions are that i should earn money for Church and Convert, look worse than them, be treated as worse, suffer and after my death serve under them in Heaven as a reward. i'd be considered worse, because they go to Church since long, and i do it much less.

i think causes are egoism, pride, ignorance, laziness, envy and greed.

i think compareable offer would be for Catholics to serve under Buddhas as slaves, suffer and go to Heaven for that.

i do not support, i feel Religions need that Critic, not only Catholic Religion.

Just because someone attends to Church regularly does not mean he or she is better than others.

i think Atheists have it worst, as too many conspire and use Sectarian Abuse Methods against weak or separated.

i think Buddhism also is abusive too often, not only Religions that serve gods have faults.

Sectarian Practices.

'Sects are movements of religious protest'.

'Truth is what brings together instead of separating'.

Sects are lies, and separation.

Abuses lead to conflicts, conflicts lead to separation.

Ignorance is cause of desire and hatred, these are causes of competition for resources, of greed & malice.

To understand why Ignorance is cause of desire & hatred, consult 'How to See Yourself As You Really Are' book by Dalai Lama. Perhaps some effort, practice, and meditation is also required in many cases, but i think many can understand it even without these means. i recommend newer edition - with chapters about Love.

Sects crave everything that precious and beautiful from their 'lesser followers', and hate these people. So they wish to make them work for their luxuries & joy, enslaving, threatening with torment and death.

Buddhist Sects seek wisdom, but not compassion - seek wisdom that gives them advantage over others.

Buddhism has sects, but not only sects, i think.

Wisdom without compassion is incomplete, unenlightening.

'Sects are voluntary bodies. The votary must choose the sect, but choice is mutual - the sect receives or rejects the man. Membership is by some test of merit; the individual must be worthy of membership. Tests of merit for admission to a sect might generally be held to imply criteria for continued membership.'

Sects often cast out their members, and make sure these members are contained, controlled, still working for them.

i think selling people to other Schools or Views for money or other values is sectarian practice. Too many recruit to gain a slave, telling others should fight for these members to stay. But sects are too greedy, and do not have compassion for their members. They prefer to sell people instead of working, instead of spiritual growth & patience.

-- from 'Religious Sects' book by Bryan Wilson, as well as from my experiences.

Changing Schools, perhaps for a while.

i am on anti-sectarian, non-sectarian Way in Buddhism.

... i still follow Hannah Nydahl's Lesson to take Refuge in Lessons, not in Teachers.

i feel raped by Lama Ole Nydahl's Sangha & others, as well.

Perhaps Dalai Lama's School will help me, however.

if i meet a Buddhist woman i Love in Dalai Lama's school, i can accept that.

i prefer to stay in Karma Kagyu of Trinley Thaye Dorje, but not at all cost.

... so far i have no other choice than to seek Dalai Lama's Lessons.


There are good teachers in Lama Ole Nydahl's Sangha, including Lama Ole Nydahl, Rafał Olech & HH Buddha Karmapa 17th Trinley Thaye Dorje, i think.

But many of their worshippers are too sectarian, i think.

i think i am too much of a worshipper as well, but i wish to improve - to be a worthy partner for all Buddhas - but not at all cost.

Buddhas seek worthy partners, not worshippers afterall.


i liked this song when i entered anti-sectarian way years ago.

Now i have insights that it will be used against me, after i join Gelug school - if i am let in.

... yes, i had thoughts in mind since long time that Lama Ole Nydahl's Sangha will abuse me then send to Gelug so i receive Lessons.

Had insight that they wish me to return to Karma Kagyu later, but i am uncertain if they will care enough to fight for that afterall.

... if i return, i'll criticize Gelug as well, so Gelug School & Lineage can improve too.

Awakening Buddhist Compassion in Evil.

... not only in this group.