Mathematics as a Way.

About.

During the Buddhist Lecture with Lama Ole Nydahl, i had insights.

Thoughts appeared in Mind, thoughts that told me that Lama Ole Nydahl wishes me to go to Warsaw University again, to study & complete Mathematics.

i've already studied Mathemathis in past, but wasn't prepared enough to graduate.

This time i understand need to prepare not only to be admitted to University, but also to prepare to complete studies as well.

i think studying Mathematics will help me in Computer Sciences & with other Sciences as well, more than finishing Computer Sciences studies, anyway.

i wish to write Master's Degree on Cryptography - mostly in the Modern Quantum Cryptography, but not only - related with Computer Security - but also prepare in other fields as well - for Art, with Fractals - and with other Mathematics useful for other Sciences.

i think Sangha does not appreciate Sciences enough, that Arts & Speech are very important but still overvalued when compared to Sciences.

i think the Cause is that in Buddhism we develop Mind, Speech & Body and that from a Buddhist perspective Enlightening Wisdom is worth far more than Worldly Sciences & other Delusions.

i think that Sangha does not trust Scientists, because of understanding lacks, envy & pride.

i think many more talented & developed Scientists suffer under more trusted but less Scientific Buddhists that way, unfortunately. i think their talents are supressed for wishes of Sangha are to be worse than more Buddhism-oriented are, to not endanger them - it's foolish thought as well, i think.

Had thoughts that suggest that it's considered by many that it's not worthwhile to be a scientist without great karma, without Sangha's inner politics merit, that it's better to develop speech than sciences - even if it brings benefit in following lives.

i think this has something to do with lack of scientists in Tibet & other Buddhist nations, that we suffer because of such attitudes. i think that Buddhist Teachers are Wiser than that, but rest of Sangha - not enough.

i think Mathematics is an expression form as well, the Language of the Universe.

But other forms of speech allow to insult easier, so Scientist suffer from abuse from less ambitious people.

i plan to develop in Mathematics as well, following Lama Ole Nydahl's wish & motivation - but won't go to extreme, to not suffer so much. i wish to develop in other Arts & Speech as well.

i Love Arts more than sciences, for i am beginner & i lack. But i am far more knowledgeable & disillusioned with Sciences - mostly in Computer Sciences & Programming - than in Arts. i'll serve Buddhist Art with my Sciences anyway, but other Arts & Ways will benefit as well. Buddhism is most important to me, and it will remain so. But in Sciences i am Wiser, more Experienced & Knowledgeable than in Buddhism & Arts. Esoterics is also a very important for me, as well.

i'll also Protect other Scientists from insults & slander, with my Arts, Sciences & articles such as this as well - it's part of my Way. Mostly young Scientists, for they need it most. Then old Scientists for they help best. Then middle-aged scientists for they also need.


Mantras.

OM A RA PA CA NA DHIH
MA DAG MA
OM MANI PEME HUNG
MA DAG MA

KARMAPA CHENNO

Namaste, blessed be.