San Francisco 2018.

About.

As my life goes on, i have moments of spiritual rises & falls.

Today i understood many things, identified friends & enemies.

i discovered inner enemy in my Mind, perhaps a being i have mind-contact with - someone who took many bribes from many beings, including from Ogyen Trinley Dorje's Sangha, a traitor, Sectarian enemy within our Sangha.

i discovered former friend from Catholic Church in my mind, wishing to convert me by force, against my will - while disgracting to feed her own ego & pride.

i try to protect my friends outside Buddhism as well.

i have many enemies & rivals, i called in mind for support.

i spoke mantras that develop wisdom, compassion, love, protection, as well as crown, thrid eye, heart & throat chakras, as well as other means.

i read the Lama Ole Nydahl's San Francisco 1995 message again.

i wished to use jewelry i wear - not only Buddhist jewelry, it's also Lama Ole Nydhal's San Francisco message to not be fanatical - as well as my inner development as tools for Enlightened & Artful Love - where Art includes 'Art of Magick & Light', Martial Arts, Beautiful Arts, Art of Dying, other Arts as well.

i felt Powerfully Protecting Powerfield around me, coming from Powerful Buddhist Occultist that i learn from - perhaps i've identified source truthfully.

i wish to keep my word in full, according to the priorities of Enlightened & Artful Love - fighting across many lives if neccessary.

i think inner enemies & traitors are far worse that any outside enemy.

i feel i am needed as an Anti-Sectarian still.

i know that Truth is what brings together instead of separating, but honesty is still important.


Wishes.

May all beings have happines and causes of happiness,

May they be free from suffering and the cause of suffering,

May they always experience true happiness, which is totally free from suffering,

May they remain in the great equanimity, which is beyond attachment and aversion.


Spells & Mantras.

IT IS EYE
IT IS RING

OM AH HUNG

MA DAG MA
OM A RA PA CA NA DHIH
OM MANI PEME HUNG
MA DAG MA

OM AMI DEWA HRI
OM KALACHAKRA SOHA

SHAMARPA CHENNO

KARMAPA CHENNO

Namaste, blessed be.


Jewelry.

           

-=- Jewelry i am using most often. -=-
-=- Perhaps will use more in future. -=-

Need for Mind-Calming Meditation on Breath.

About.

i read that Meditation on Breath creates distance from disturbing thoughts & feelings.

i wished to meditate that way since long time.

But had mental illness symptoms that prevented me from doing it.

Because of these mental illness symptoms i also got somatic (physical) ilness symptoms - rapid uncontrolled spasms & habits that caused my neck, head, & other body parts pains.

i think that beings who wish to abuse me, wish me ill ... that they are Causes of these mental & somatic illness symptoms.


Wishes.

i wish to meditate on Breath, i wish for causes & conditions for that activity.

i wish that all beings who wish to meditate on breath have causes & conditions to do so.


Mantras.

MA DAG MA
OM A RA PA CA NA DHIH
OM MANI PEME HUNG
MA DAG MA

OM AMI DEWA HRI
OM KALACHAKRA SOHA

SHAMARPA CHENNO

KARMAPA CHENNO

Namaste, blessed be.

Consciousness & Self.

Recently i did listen to a Lecture by Bhikkhu Samahita about Emptiness.

Following thoughts & understanding occured:
- We are Mind, we are Consciousness.
- Consciousness itself experiences thoughts & feelings, Consciousness experiences Reality in a series of discrete moments that are perceived as continuous stream,
- Self is not permanent, it's what we perceive in a discrete moments, changing from a moment to a moment,
- Consciousness experiences changing Mind States, that we perceive as Reality - we perceive it as we have bodies, feelings, thoughts, meet people, see surroundings etc ... it's all mind states,
- Death is illusion as well, it's just another type of mind states, still experienced as changing from a moment to a moment. Both death & rebirth, life & bardo are all mind states,
- i think Liberation is types of Mind States, 'free situations' without worries, or with less worries. Both Inner & Outer Realities are part of such Mind States, so Purification Practices, Improving Karma, as well as Results of these Practices affect both Inner & Outer Realities.

Source: Bhikkhu Samahita, Dharma on Air #78: Emptiness.


Following questions arose:
- Do Spiritual Aspects of beings arise from Mind? are these Conditioned, part of one's Karma?
- Is one's Powerfield a part of one's Mind State? Is it Conditioned? Is it part of one's Karma?
- What is Probability? Is it predetermined by Cause & Effect? Do we still have free will alongside of our Karma?

Following Aspiration arose:
- To model Enlightenment Theory using Object-Oriented Methodology, a visual graph of 'what is?' & 'what has?'.

Ideas to use in such the model is Object-Oriented Modelling & Finite-State Automaton theory.

Finite automaton have states & transitions, in a given discrete moment mind is in one of possible mind states.

Change from a current state to another state occurs by following a transition arrow, and choice of arrow is determined by:
- One's Karma experienced in a given moment,
- One's Reaction to experienced Karma.

i am not sure how simplified or how precise this model will be.

Energy, Quality & Flow.

Years ago i wished to not be energy parasite, to not waste womens' energies.

i did develop on this Way significiantly, i think.


Later i went to the Stupa House Buddhist Center and spoke my purpose - i wished to share energy / power, more or less.

Now i add other wishes that complement this:
- i wish to develop in energy amount, quality & purpose awareness methods,
- i wish to increase energy Quality & Purity as it flows through me,
- i wish to develop in Energy Increasing Methods, including Shaolin Qi Gong, Martial Arts Energy Practice,
- i wish to Wisely use Mantras, including Martial Arts Mantras, with appropriate amount of Energy & Power,
- i wish to Develop in Energy, Blessing, Inspiration & Powerfield - related Wisdoms, then to use this Wisdom in Enlightening, Spiritual, Esoteric & Magickal Way,
- i wish to Share Energy-Related Wisdom with others, for benefit of all,
- i wish to Develop Mind, Speech & Body with regard to Energy Development, Practice, Transformation & Use,
- i wish to Develop in Energy Vampirism, and to not abuse this way - i wish to recover energy from enemies, including abuser Vampires then share with others - mostly with loved family, sangha, friends & those worthy of investment. i think Vampirism can be Romantic, Noble, Spiritual & Erotic, at least.
- i wish to support artists, sensitive people & empaths with positive energy, kind speech, compassion, wisdom & other ways. they are certainly worthy of that investment, often even when they are on 'enemy side' - i think we want them on our side in this life or later.


i think a Buddhist woman i Love is worthy of the best of the best Quality of Energies, not only from me. insights tell me she practices Reiki & Powerfields use / composition since childhood, at least.

i think my friend Nerialka also deserves the best of the best Quality Energies, her energy is fascinating - as is talk with her, even via the Internet. She's very wise & very altruistic as well, at least.

Constructive criticism, Wisdom & Advices requested & welcome.

Mandala & Blessing.

About.

Mandala is Powerfield.

i think Mandala is Spiritual Powerfield that can affect Physical Energies, Beings & Phenomena.

i think Powerfield is energy field with forms that can affect, strenghten & direct energy flows.

Blessing i think is spiritual energy that affects Physical Reality & Beings, blessing can be used in Lessons, to Inspire better, i think.

i heard that people tell me that calmness radiates from me, so they can feel blessing in that form.

Inspiration is Transmission of Methods.

... recently i got insights that i'll be granted Powerfield finally, that will shape blessing that radiates from being that i am, so it's stronger & more skillfull.

... had insights that i was granted first Powerfield Form tonight, at midninght ... it's only seed for now, but still works.

... had insights that first Powerfield will enhance Enlightened & Magickal Love, if i remember correctly.

... had insights that Four Buddha Activities - related Forms of Powerfield will follow - firstly Powerfully Protecting Activity - rising very high, at least.

Then other three Buddha Activities - related Mandala Forms will be added, rising equally:

- Calming Activity,
- Increasing Activity,
- Fascinating Activity.

... had insights that i'll have control over Powerfield Forms with Mantras & Visualization (visual mantras).

... had insights that Powefield Forms, as well as related Mantras & Visualizations will transform wisely & skillfully over time.


Wishes.

My only wish is Enlightened & Magickal Love with a Buddhist woman, and i know which.

Other wishes are optional, ways of fulfilling only wish.

i wish that my Powerfully Protecting Activity, Blessings & Mandala make my family, sangha & friends safer,

May all beings have happines and causes of happiness,

May they be free from suffering and the cause of suffering,

May they always experience true happiness, which is totally free from suffering,

May they remain in the great equanimity, which is beyond attachment and aversion.


Mantras.

MA DAG MA
OM A RA PA CA NA DHIH
OM MANI PEME HUNG
MA DAG MA

OM AMI DEWA HRI
OM KALACHAKRA SOHA

SHAMARPA CHENNO

KARMAPA CHENNO

Namaste, blessed be.

Unconditional Love Lecture by Bhikkhu Samahita.

Honourable Bhikkhu,

i am Artist & Scientist, Computer Programmer mostly.

Enlightened, Unconditional & Magickal Love is the most important for me, and i heard You mentioning Artificial Intelligence & Quantum Computing.

i wish to serve Unconditional Love Cause, with my AI & other work - as soon as i am ready for that, when conditions are met.


My article about AI, Neural Networks:
> [ http://dragonfly-algorithm.blogspot.com/2016/08/neural-networks.html ].

Emptiness & Interdependence.

Karmapa on Emptiness:

'Interdependence is another way to introduce the idea of emptiness.

When we talk about emptiness, it can draw a lot of confused and unwanted thoughts, fear, and all kinds of unnecessary conclusions. So that's why another way of interpreting it, another way of saying it, is by using the word interdependence.

Because when you say 'interdependence', it naturally shows that there is no one separate entity that is autonomous or independent, yes, that each of the components must depend on another and therefore there is no singular entity.

This is emptiness. Everything happens due to a cause and due to that cause there is that effect. And also between the cause and effect, there also need to be the conditions, so you see, all these chains of dependency. So that is another way of showing that everything is impermanent, everything is empty.

Karmapa Trinley Thaye Dorje

*Please share this teaching*'


Blog author's perspective & wishes.

i understand that we Buddhists support each other in achieving Enlightenment.

i understand that without each other we'll falter & die without progress.

i understand emptiness as something empty of permanence, as loss, death, lack of someone, as passing nature of everything conditioned - including good or bad feelings.

i understand that without a Buddhist woman i Love i'll falter & die without progress, suiciding probably.

i understand that without me Buddhism will lose a little, but i do not wish to separate from Buddhism in protest - even if i suicide.

i do not wish to commit suicide for now, even if i am close to it often because of losing hope.

i wish - that in case of my death in future - Sangha and / or Teachers of our School & Lineage perform Phowa Ceremony for me - even if this fatal deed occurs, i wish to be reborn in a Buddhist family, to continue to fight for Enlightened & Magickal Love - across many lives if neccessary. i lack Love of Youth, it's not my way to fight for Love at old age.

i wish to not cause harm to Sangha even if my karma is not good enough to earn Enlightened & Magickal Love in this life. i wish to not be a 'hole' in the interdependent pattern of beings. i wish to support our Sangha & other Sanghas, as well as friends & allies in next lives as well. i do not wish to put blame or hatred on Buddhism & others if i die too early, i wish to support us still.


Mantras.

MA DAG MA
OM A RA PA CA NA DHIH
OM MANI PEME HUNG
MA DAG MA

OM AMI DEWA HRI
OM KALACHAKRA SOHA

SHAMARPA CHENNO

KARMAPA CHENNO

Namaste, blessed be.

On Partnership Success.

How Partnerships Succeed.

'The realization that one is highly conditioned by infancy and former lives, and is, at the same time, continuously planting seeds for the future, enables people to consciously shape and influence their partnership.

With this understanding, there are certain behaviors which one is better off avoiding.

It is sad to witness how many people obscure their innate clarity with their moods and egotistic behavior.

To build a stockpile of fundamentally good karma, Buddha recommended ten Useful Actions that are protective in a partnership and in all life situations, and plant a wide range of good impressions in one's mind.

They are the exact opposites of the actions that he seriously advises against.

Logical as always, the actions are presented on the level of body, speech and mind.'

-- Quoted from 'Buddha & Love' book by Lama Ole Nydahl.


Three Useful Actions for the Body.

1. Protecting Life - Not killing.
2. Being Generous - Not stealing or deceiving.
3. Generating Joy through Sexual Activity - Not creating sexual harm.


The Four Useful Actions of Speech.

4. Speaking Truthfully - Not harming through lies or building up false trust.
5. Creating Harmony - Not separating or slandering people.
6. Speaking Calmly and Inspiring Trust - Not speaking roughly.
7. Speaking Mwaningfully - Not speaking foolishly or coarsely.


The Three Useful Mental Attitudes.

8. Being Satisfied and Content - Not being envious.
9. Being Kind - Not hating.
10. Developing the Right Perspective - Not being confused.


-- Quoted parts of 'Buddha & Love' book by Lama Ole Nydahl.


Wishes.

i wish to improve where i fail, regarding the ten Useful Actions, i wish other beings be able to do this as well.

May all beings have happines and causes of happiness,

May they be free from suffering and the cause of suffering,

May they always experience true happiness, which is totally free from suffering,

May they remain in the great equanimity, which is beyond attachment and aversion.


Mantras.

MA DAG MA
OM MANI PEME HUNG
OM A RA PA CA NA DHIH
MA DAG MA

SHAMARPA CHENNO

KARMAPA CHENNO

Namaste, blessed be.

Samurai, Warrior - Artists.

Relief statue of Bodhidharma at the Shaolin Temple.


... i am deeply inspired by Samurai, many of them Warrior-Poets or other Artists bringing together Strong, Martial Arts with Beautiful Arts in their lives - along with Meditation practices that lead to Enlightenment, as well as Realization of one's full potential.

All of Martial Arts, including Samurai's have roots in Buddha Bodhidharma's Lessons, who taught in the Shaolin Monastery, Henan, China - who brought physical exercises to monks of Shaolin so they are more physically fit for meditation. In stronger body, there's stronger mind.

Over centuries these physical exercises evolved into first Martial Arts, practical in the bandit-ridden country.

Shaolin Martial Arts are inseparable from meditation, even today.

i wish to explore not only Martial Arts, but also Poetry - focusing on Haiku Forms in English, Polish & French Languages - perhaps in future also in Sanskrit, Tibetan & Japanese.

i wish to explore Digital Painting & the Computer Graphics, as well.

Practicing Speech, including Poetry & other forms of Art-expression is also holy Buddhist Practice, in my opinion.

When we speak OM AH HUNG mantras during meditation or in other situations, we develop Mind, Speech & Body.

Beautiful Arts symbolism, as well as Philosophy are important parts of Martial Arts - from belt colors to names, history & tales.

i wish a Martial Arts style i am creating won't lack in these Beautiful, Wise & Enlightening aspects.