As my life goes on, i have moments of spiritual rises & falls.
Today i understood many things, identified friends & enemies.
i discovered inner enemy in my Mind, perhaps a being i have mind-contact with - someone who took many bribes from many beings, including from Ogyen Trinley Dorje's Sangha, a traitor, Sectarian enemy within our Sangha.
i discovered former friend from Catholic Church in my mind, wishing to convert me by force, against my will - while disgracting to feed her own ego & pride.
i try to protect my friends outside Buddhism as well.
i have many enemies & rivals, i called in mind for support.
i spoke mantras that develop wisdom, compassion, love, protection, as well as crown, thrid eye, heart & throat chakras, as well as other means.
i read the Lama Ole Nydahl's San Francisco 1995 message again.
i wished to use jewelry i wear - not only Buddhist jewelry, it's also Lama Ole Nydhal's San Francisco message to not be fanatical - as well as my inner development as tools for Enlightened & Artful Love - where Art includes 'Art of Magick & Light', Martial Arts, Beautiful Arts, Art of Dying, other Arts as well.
i felt Powerfully Protecting Powerfield around me, coming from Powerful Buddhist Occultist that i learn from - perhaps i've identified source truthfully.
i wish to keep my word in full, according to the priorities of Enlightened & Artful Love - fighting across many lives if neccessary.
i think inner enemies & traitors are far worse that any outside enemy.
i feel i am needed as an Anti-Sectarian still.
i know that Truth is what brings together instead of separating, but honesty is still important.
Wishes.
May all beings have happines and causes of happiness,
May they be free from suffering and the cause of suffering,
May they always experience true happiness, which is totally free from suffering,
May they remain in the great equanimity, which is beyond attachment and aversion.
Spells & Mantras.
IT IS EYE
IT IS RING
OM AH HUNG
MA DAG MA
OM A RA PA CA NA DHIH
OM MANI PEME HUNG
MA DAG MA
OM AMI DEWA HRI
OM KALACHAKRA SOHA
SHAMARPA CHENNO
KARMAPA CHENNO
Namaste, blessed be.
Jewelry.
-=- Jewelry i am using most often. -=-
-=- Perhaps will use more in future. -=-
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