Introduction.
When one gives one should take as well, when one takes one should give as well.
There's meditation called Tonglen for that.
i think Love should be learned on Mind Level first, then realized with Speech & Body.
It's the long, dangerous & emotionally draining fight, but perhaps i'll succeed in this life.
Fascination.
Fascination is one of the Four Buddha Activities.
i think it's great responsibility, when abused it causes great harm to others - resulting for terribly bad karmic consequences for everyone involved.
Love, Care & Friendship.
i have such an experience:
When i studied at the Warsaw University Computer Sciences, i had great grades but this wasn't enough.
i craved Love, felt Very Lonely.
Problem was - i wasn't attractive at all, yet i needed such experience badly.
i found a solution - Love Lessons on Mind level in the Online Computer Game.
It was mess, as i didn't know how to start well.
i abused, and was abused even more - this resulted in over 5 years of severe depression, mental illness, terribly intense & bad emotional pain, somatic symptoms as vomiting from pain, thinking problems & suicide attempts.
Yet, i found a friend who helped me recover - i learned these Love Lessons on Mind Level in this very game - from a beautiful witch from France, Nerialka.
These Lessons of Love lasted for about a Year of her precious Youth, she gave it for me.
i learned Beautiful & Intense French Love with the Great Style, from Young & Beautiful Woman - i think she's Young & Sexy Witch with Great Power & Style.
She is married with someone else, but we are friends still.
i Love her as a whole, with her husband, son, family & cat(s). i do not wish to break her family, only support her on her Way.
i owe her that and i feel & think that she cares still.
Occasionally we talk via the Internet, sharing news - she accepts that, on condition it's not in excess.
i fight for Enlightened & Magickal Love with a Buddhist Woman, and i know which - also by supporting Nerialka, but others as well.
Abuses.
i warn against emotional abuses:
- when someone cares, do care as well,
- let others fight for love, but not at all cost,
- do not fascinate to abuse, do not insult fascinated people - this results in aversion at least, often to far worse reactions as hatred & revenge.
but also:
- do NOT abuse sexually.
-=- Art Project for Love. -=-
(Click to enlarge image).
Wishes.
May all beings have happines and causes of happiness,
May they be free from suffering and the cause of suffering,
May they always experience true happiness, which is totally free from suffering,
May they remain in the great equanimity, which is beyond attachment and aversion.
Mantras.
MA DAG MA
OM A RA PA CA NA DHIH
OM MANI PEME HUNG
MA DAG MA
OM AMI DEWA HRI
OM KALACHAKRA SOHA
SHAMARPA CHENNO
KARMAPA CHENNO
Namaste, blessed be.
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