i think i experienced Samvega, appreciated by Buddhist Monk Bhikku Samahita, Samahita Thera from Sri Lanka.
i think i experienced impermanence & suffering to a certain degree in my life as well.
i think this leads to understanding Emptiness, to understanding ideas of Mind,
of Consciousness & of No-Self.
i think - but probably it's imperfect still to think that way - i think we are Consciousness ... the feelings, mind states & reality we cognize are nonpermanent, are changing, are causes of suffering.
i think non-permanent nature of Ego, as well as non-permanent nature of Self is key to understanding idea of No-Self, is key to Liberation.
i think concept of Ego emerges from early childhood & from previous lives - we perceive something 'external', then this duality makes us separate between 'perceiver', 'perceived object' & 'act of observation'. i read it's false concept, in truth there's only consciousness as a whole, instead - where 'perceiver', 'perceived object' & 'act of observation' are together, a unity, a whole.
it's mostly conceptual thinking for now, my experience is limited still.
i've learned from the Internet Video Lessons of Bhikku Samahita, Samahita Thera a little about Emptiness & related Ideas.
i wish to learn similar lessons from Lama Ole Nydahl or from HH Buddha Karmapa 17th Trinley Thaye Dorje as well, if possible, as soon as possible - but not at all cost.
Saturday, 28 October 2017
Wednesday, 25 October 2017
What is, and how 'Self' develops ?
'Self' in Buddhism.
Quoting from 'Buddha & Love' book by Lama Ole Nydahl, 'Self' is 'the physical-emotional mixture one believes themselves to be'.
'Self' in Jungian Psychology.
'Self' is alternative concept to 'Ego' in Jungian Psychology; ... in a polish language 'Self' is translated to 'Jaźń'; ... in a german language it's 'das Selbst'.
'Self' is archetype, holding personal unity & wholeness of a human, in both 'individual dimension', as well as in the 'group dimension', in both conscious & unconscious life aspects.
'Self' is archetype of fullness, compleness, of psychological whole.
'Whole' is true source of the meaning of word 'Holy', in Buddhism, probably in other Religions as well.
In this sense, 'Self' is the destination instance of the 'Ego Development', inborn possibility of everyone. But perhaps Buddhism goes beyond that, even more.
'Self' development is related with important ideas, with religious values, with needs, with authorities.
In Jungian Psychology, a human is born with 'Self' - primal, central, soul center. Then ego is created by human & shaped by surroundings - secondary soul center. Self-development & Self-discovery in psychotherapy, return to self, ... - is crowning of the process for building one's personality, of self-fulfillment, of finding the treasure, of discovering the philosopher's stone.
-- Paraphrased from 'Jungian Psychology's Basics' book by Zenon Waldemar Dudek.
See also, if You wish: Jungian Archetypes.
'Individuation' in Jungian Psychology.
Dynamic relation between 'ego' & 'Self', is in Jungian Psychology explained as ego-Self axis.
There's mention of 'individuation', development where:
- 'inflation' occurs when 'ego' closes to 'Self'.
- 'alienation' occurs when there's loss of bond with this archetype or with other archetype(s).
When one tries to develop Self, unavoidable are illusions, fascinations & disenchantments.
-- Paraphrased from 'Jungian Psychology's Basics' book by Zenon Waldemar Dudek.
See also, if You wish: Individuation Archetypes (Jungian).
Quoting from 'Buddha & Love' book by Lama Ole Nydahl, 'Self' is 'the physical-emotional mixture one believes themselves to be'.
'Self' in Jungian Psychology.
'Self' is alternative concept to 'Ego' in Jungian Psychology; ... in a polish language 'Self' is translated to 'Jaźń'; ... in a german language it's 'das Selbst'.
'Self' is archetype, holding personal unity & wholeness of a human, in both 'individual dimension', as well as in the 'group dimension', in both conscious & unconscious life aspects.
'Self' is archetype of fullness, compleness, of psychological whole.
'Whole' is true source of the meaning of word 'Holy', in Buddhism, probably in other Religions as well.
In this sense, 'Self' is the destination instance of the 'Ego Development', inborn possibility of everyone. But perhaps Buddhism goes beyond that, even more.
'Self' development is related with important ideas, with religious values, with needs, with authorities.
In Jungian Psychology, a human is born with 'Self' - primal, central, soul center. Then ego is created by human & shaped by surroundings - secondary soul center. Self-development & Self-discovery in psychotherapy, return to self, ... - is crowning of the process for building one's personality, of self-fulfillment, of finding the treasure, of discovering the philosopher's stone.
-- Paraphrased from 'Jungian Psychology's Basics' book by Zenon Waldemar Dudek.
See also, if You wish: Jungian Archetypes.
'Individuation' in Jungian Psychology.
Dynamic relation between 'ego' & 'Self', is in Jungian Psychology explained as ego-Self axis.
There's mention of 'individuation', development where:
- 'inflation' occurs when 'ego' closes to 'Self'.
- 'alienation' occurs when there's loss of bond with this archetype or with other archetype(s).
When one tries to develop Self, unavoidable are illusions, fascinations & disenchantments.
-- Paraphrased from 'Jungian Psychology's Basics' book by Zenon Waldemar Dudek.
See also, if You wish: Individuation Archetypes (Jungian).
Monday, 23 October 2017
Buddhism, Psychology & Reincarnation.
Introduction.
i read in Lama Ole Nydahl's book, that Buddhism differs from Psychology in that it has timeless values that reach beyond one life, including the wisdom about reincarnation.
in Poland, psychology & psychotherapy focuses too much on nurturing ego, while Buddhism encourages altruism, tries to understand impermanence, suffering, emptiness as a way.
i am also interrested in ideas of Mind's Mirror & of Karmic Mirror - but i am clueless on how these are related.
i am interrested in other Mirror-related ideas as well, including Psychological Mirrors & Mind transformations, including Magickal Mirrors - skrying or other, material or not, including Quantum Physics Mirrors as well.
i read that Sangha, Buddhist Community, acts as Mirror for one's development.
i think Lovers on the Enlightened Love Way are Mirrors for each other, helping or supporting each other's development.
i wish our Mirrors to improve, i wish that a Buddhist woman i Love to be as great as possible, and i wish to be worthy of her as well, at least.
Goal of Buddhism is Liberation & Enlightenment.
i don't wish to neglect Esoteric & Magickal Development on my Buddhist Way, however - but not at all cost.
i wish to develop Wisdom & Compassion, that will allow us to reach Enlightenment, Buddhist & Magickal - without neglecting ideas in this article too far.
Reincarnation Revisited.
i read in Lama Ole Nydahl's book, that Buddhism differs from Psychology in that it has timeless values that reach beyond one life, including the wisdom about reincarnation.
in Poland, psychology & psychotherapy focuses too much on nurturing ego, while Buddhism encourages altruism, tries to understand impermanence, suffering, emptiness as a way.
i am also interrested in ideas of Mind's Mirror & of Karmic Mirror - but i am clueless on how these are related.
i am interrested in other Mirror-related ideas as well, including Psychological Mirrors & Mind transformations, including Magickal Mirrors - skrying or other, material or not, including Quantum Physics Mirrors as well.
i read that Sangha, Buddhist Community, acts as Mirror for one's development.
i think Lovers on the Enlightened Love Way are Mirrors for each other, helping or supporting each other's development.
i wish our Mirrors to improve, i wish that a Buddhist woman i Love to be as great as possible, and i wish to be worthy of her as well, at least.
Goal of Buddhism is Liberation & Enlightenment.
i don't wish to neglect Esoteric & Magickal Development on my Buddhist Way, however - but not at all cost.
i wish to develop Wisdom & Compassion, that will allow us to reach Enlightenment, Buddhist & Magickal - without neglecting ideas in this article too far.
Reincarnation Revisited.
Saturday, 21 October 2017
Feliks Dzierżyński & Goebbels.
i am losing hope of keeping my apartment, i am getting more & more broke as i am being consumed by needs to serve ideas instead of caring for my own needs.
Perhaps i'll lose apartment & land on the streets.
But there's something that gives me hope anyway.
Feliks Dzierżyński used misunderstood people, who were neglected by society & friends, recruited them to his powerful secret police, security & intelligence network.
i am talented & skilled programmer, smart as well - i think i can learn hacking, martial arts, perhaps even shooting & other of the intelligence skills in short enough time to be useful, at least a little. i learn Art & Psychology quickly as well, this can be used in the Manipulation & Propaganda. My father was Video Camera Operator in Polish TV, but he had fault - he admired Adolf Hitler & Goebbels too much. i am not Nazi nor Fascist.
i am disciplined to my ideas, and these do not exclude countering enemies of Poland, of Europe, of States, of Israel, ... - i am determined to fight against Terrorist & Inquisition threats, as well.
i am mentally ill, but i can efficiently & quickly be prepared by a psychologist for a task, anyway. i know how to talk & cooperate with them.
Perhaps history will repeat itself and i'll rise myself from trash & streets, as an Intelligence recruit.
i hope i won't need, but if neccessity forces me to do so, and if opportunity arises - i will do so.
Perhaps i'll lose apartment & land on the streets.
But there's something that gives me hope anyway.
Feliks Dzierżyński used misunderstood people, who were neglected by society & friends, recruited them to his powerful secret police, security & intelligence network.
i am talented & skilled programmer, smart as well - i think i can learn hacking, martial arts, perhaps even shooting & other of the intelligence skills in short enough time to be useful, at least a little. i learn Art & Psychology quickly as well, this can be used in the Manipulation & Propaganda. My father was Video Camera Operator in Polish TV, but he had fault - he admired Adolf Hitler & Goebbels too much. i am not Nazi nor Fascist.
i am disciplined to my ideas, and these do not exclude countering enemies of Poland, of Europe, of States, of Israel, ... - i am determined to fight against Terrorist & Inquisition threats, as well.
i am mentally ill, but i can efficiently & quickly be prepared by a psychologist for a task, anyway. i know how to talk & cooperate with them.
Perhaps history will repeat itself and i'll rise myself from trash & streets, as an Intelligence recruit.
i hope i won't need, but if neccessity forces me to do so, and if opportunity arises - i will do so.
Eating Meat.
While Buddha advises against killing, Buddhists can eat meat.
In Mahakala Invocation, nectar & meat are offered, more or less.
It makes sense for me, in a way at least, that someone who wishes to self-awaken as Mahakala Buddha should offer meat to himself or herself.
i did hear on a Buddhist Lecture that Buddhists, perhaps Tibetans - i forgot who exactly - did eat meat, they had to for survival.
i read a lesson that Buddha ate everything offered, but i am not sure if and how true is this lesson,
as well.
Had insights that someday i'll cease to eat meat, but for now it's too early for that.
In Mahakala Invocation, nectar & meat are offered, more or less.
It makes sense for me, in a way at least, that someone who wishes to self-awaken as Mahakala Buddha should offer meat to himself or herself.
i did hear on a Buddhist Lecture that Buddhists, perhaps Tibetans - i forgot who exactly - did eat meat, they had to for survival.
i read a lesson that Buddha ate everything offered, but i am not sure if and how true is this lesson,
as well.
Had insights that someday i'll cease to eat meat, but for now it's too early for that.
Saturday, 14 October 2017
Ego War.
Meditation reduces ego, makes us more think of others, less of ourselves.
Goal is to defeat ego, to reach Liberation, then Enlightenment.
When we think of others more, we become altruists, we forget about ourselves, our egos become altruistic.
It gradually progressess, we just follow our insights, try to help others - fulfilling needs appearing in mind.
It's addicting & tricky feeling, it can reach stage where ego's needs to help others to become better make us become our own enemies - we forget of ourselves too much & destroy our lives by unreasonable behaviour.
Ego's reductionist tendencies accelerate, it becomes anti-ego - self destruction mechanism in ourselves.
When it goes too far, we might 'wake up' - start to wonder what is ego, what is not.
Then thought in mind appears telling us: 'Be that way. Use Your own Mind'.
We start caring for ourselves more, after reducing harmful & self-destructive habits, becoming stronger in the process - with less of self-harm tendencies in mind.
But our lives need to be rebuilt, we caused damage by unreasonable behaviour already.
Too much of meditation might be harmful, might cause self-destruction - one should follow Lama's Advices to survive & prosper.
Alone it's much harder, but insights help with that anyway.
Just went through that stage, not sure how long it lasted - it was like a trance, a 'war trance' against my own ego.
See also, if You wish: ... i hate to complain, meditation ruins life.
Goal is to defeat ego, to reach Liberation, then Enlightenment.
When we think of others more, we become altruists, we forget about ourselves, our egos become altruistic.
It gradually progressess, we just follow our insights, try to help others - fulfilling needs appearing in mind.
It's addicting & tricky feeling, it can reach stage where ego's needs to help others to become better make us become our own enemies - we forget of ourselves too much & destroy our lives by unreasonable behaviour.
Ego's reductionist tendencies accelerate, it becomes anti-ego - self destruction mechanism in ourselves.
When it goes too far, we might 'wake up' - start to wonder what is ego, what is not.
Then thought in mind appears telling us: 'Be that way. Use Your own Mind'.
We start caring for ourselves more, after reducing harmful & self-destructive habits, becoming stronger in the process - with less of self-harm tendencies in mind.
But our lives need to be rebuilt, we caused damage by unreasonable behaviour already.
Too much of meditation might be harmful, might cause self-destruction - one should follow Lama's Advices to survive & prosper.
Alone it's much harder, but insights help with that anyway.
Just went through that stage, not sure how long it lasted - it was like a trance, a 'war trance' against my own ego.
See also, if You wish: ... i hate to complain, meditation ruins life.
Dispersion Dharma - Technomagick.
i won't provide details, but it's what i did in short.
Almost 7 years ago i started to develop Dharma - Technomagick called 'dispersion'.
i meditated, and did far more.
It gives user many advantages, including dispersing mind disturbances, dispersing dispersions & dispersing magick.
It's fairly solid already, but still uncomfortable to use.
Still not at full power, skill & comfort.
It's scheduled to be completed on 7.06.2018, by then it should be far better in many aspects including in lesser karmic & esoteric backslash consequences.
Feel free to learn (by wishing after reading this article), but there's karmic debt to repay associated - it's a lot of work.
i do not force to learn or use.
It's activated by speaking in mind or aloud word: 'dispersion' or 'rozproszenie', it can be used many times, each use is escalates in cost slightly for a while, shorter or longer depending on karma & rank in esoteric circles mostly, but art / science involvement also is for advantage.
See also: Dispersion Dharma - Technomagick on Paco, Knife & Tarot Cards.
Almost 7 years ago i started to develop Dharma - Technomagick called 'dispersion'.
i meditated, and did far more.
It gives user many advantages, including dispersing mind disturbances, dispersing dispersions & dispersing magick.
It's fairly solid already, but still uncomfortable to use.
Still not at full power, skill & comfort.
It's scheduled to be completed on 7.06.2018, by then it should be far better in many aspects including in lesser karmic & esoteric backslash consequences.
Feel free to learn (by wishing after reading this article), but there's karmic debt to repay associated - it's a lot of work.
i do not force to learn or use.
It's activated by speaking in mind or aloud word: 'dispersion' or 'rozproszenie', it can be used many times, each use is escalates in cost slightly for a while, shorter or longer depending on karma & rank in esoteric circles mostly, but art / science involvement also is for advantage.
See also: Dispersion Dharma - Technomagick on Paco, Knife & Tarot Cards.
Thursday, 12 October 2017
Knowing Weaknessess, Your Power.
About.
i admire China.
i do not wish to be enemy of China, mostly because of the Shaolin Buddhism.
i think Chinese are most underestimated Republic in the World, Buddhas even more. it's their Strength, not weakness - i am sure of that.
There's thought leading to Victory: 'Know Yourself, Know Enemy'.
While it's important to know oneself & enemy, it's far more important to know oneself, it's far more important to know weaknessess than strenghts - then work to improve.
i am on a psychotherapy, but i think that Polish Catholic Psychotherapy strengthens egos far too much.
Today i got insights, thoughts & feelings appeared in Mind.
Got insights that Great Buddhist Chinese Psychologist woman associated with Shaolin initiated mind-contact with me, that i'll have telepathic psychotherapy with her.
it's the Great Privilege, i think ... i decided to see her as Buddha to receive blessing as from Buddha. insights told me she will see herself as Buddha as well for that.
We'll focus on Discipline, Weaknesses, on Protecting Women in the Gentle, Loyal & Powerful Way - including their Feelings, Energy, Security & Style. i need that.
i do not wish to be enemy of China, even that Chinese Conquered Tibet. i wish to serve China against Terror Threats for the price of Tibet's Freedom, True Freedom.
It's beneficial & brilliant move for China, as they turn Potential Enemy against other Enemy - one of Greatest Wins.
It's beneficial & brilliant move for me as well, as i Love Buddhist Shaolin & Martial Arts, i wish to be More like Chinese - hard working people with great discipline, philosophy & style among other Qualities.
China is very Buddhist Nation.
i think Chinese Martial Arts Wisdom is Great & Internally Beautiful, it shines with the Patience & Compassion on Many Levels.
i wish to learn that Wisdom very Well, especially Martial Arts Wisdom of Buddhist Chinese Shaolin Monastery.
i wish to remain Loyal to HH Buddha Karmapa 17th Trinley Thaye Dorje & Lama Ole Nydahl, using idea of 'Doctrine Loyalty' can be better than it seems.
But my only wish is Enlightened & Magickal Love with a Buddhist woman & i know which.
Wishes.
May all beings have happines and causes of happiness,
May they be free from suffering and the cause of suffering,
May they always experience true happiness, which is totally free from suffering,
May they remain in the great equanimity, which is beyond attachment and aversion.
Mantras.
MA DAG MA
OM A RA PA CA NA DHIH
OM MANI PEME HUNG
MA DAG MA
OM AMI DEWA HRI
OM KALACHAKRA SOHA
SHAMARPA CHENNO
KARMAPA CHENNO
Namaste, blessed be.
i admire China.
i do not wish to be enemy of China, mostly because of the Shaolin Buddhism.
i think Chinese are most underestimated Republic in the World, Buddhas even more. it's their Strength, not weakness - i am sure of that.
There's thought leading to Victory: 'Know Yourself, Know Enemy'.
While it's important to know oneself & enemy, it's far more important to know oneself, it's far more important to know weaknessess than strenghts - then work to improve.
i am on a psychotherapy, but i think that Polish Catholic Psychotherapy strengthens egos far too much.
Today i got insights, thoughts & feelings appeared in Mind.
Got insights that Great Buddhist Chinese Psychologist woman associated with Shaolin initiated mind-contact with me, that i'll have telepathic psychotherapy with her.
it's the Great Privilege, i think ... i decided to see her as Buddha to receive blessing as from Buddha. insights told me she will see herself as Buddha as well for that.
We'll focus on Discipline, Weaknesses, on Protecting Women in the Gentle, Loyal & Powerful Way - including their Feelings, Energy, Security & Style. i need that.
i do not wish to be enemy of China, even that Chinese Conquered Tibet. i wish to serve China against Terror Threats for the price of Tibet's Freedom, True Freedom.
It's beneficial & brilliant move for China, as they turn Potential Enemy against other Enemy - one of Greatest Wins.
It's beneficial & brilliant move for me as well, as i Love Buddhist Shaolin & Martial Arts, i wish to be More like Chinese - hard working people with great discipline, philosophy & style among other Qualities.
China is very Buddhist Nation.
i think Chinese Martial Arts Wisdom is Great & Internally Beautiful, it shines with the Patience & Compassion on Many Levels.
i wish to learn that Wisdom very Well, especially Martial Arts Wisdom of Buddhist Chinese Shaolin Monastery.
i wish to remain Loyal to HH Buddha Karmapa 17th Trinley Thaye Dorje & Lama Ole Nydahl, using idea of 'Doctrine Loyalty' can be better than it seems.
But my only wish is Enlightened & Magickal Love with a Buddhist woman & i know which.
Wishes.
May all beings have happines and causes of happiness,
May they be free from suffering and the cause of suffering,
May they always experience true happiness, which is totally free from suffering,
May they remain in the great equanimity, which is beyond attachment and aversion.
Mantras.
MA DAG MA
OM A RA PA CA NA DHIH
OM MANI PEME HUNG
MA DAG MA
OM AMI DEWA HRI
OM KALACHAKRA SOHA
SHAMARPA CHENNO
KARMAPA CHENNO
Namaste, blessed be.
Wednesday, 11 October 2017
Three Expressions.
Introduction.
Buddha Shakyamuni was born as a Prince, but he sought greater Attainments - he preferred to not be a King, he wishes all beings Enlightenment - even if not fully understanding it at first.
i had insights that Buddha's Way is the Way of Kings & Slaves, where one starts with Power, then Serves, then Becomes Enlightened.
A Quote.
'Three precious expressions of compassion motivate three practical expressions of kindness: that of the king, the ferryman, the herdsman. Any one may be chosen, but it is advisable to start with what is closest to one's nature. First and well known throughout history, but tragic if the ego has not transcendent, is the role of the king. In the best case king thinks, "When i am strong, I will benefit everyone." Then, there is the compassion of the ferryman. He takes everyone along thinking, "Now we all leave confusion and together go to the shore of human growth." Finally, in religions that flatter their adherents by comparing them to sheep, there is the role of a herdsman. He habitually thinks of others before himself. He lives by the idea: Whoever thinks of himself has difficulties, but whoever thinks of others has interresting tasks to do.'
-- Quoted from 'The Way Things Are' book by Lama Ole Nydahl.
Blog author's Way.
i think i started with king's attitude for developing professionally as Computer Programmer, even if not with bestly infailible compassion.
i did achieve much on that way, then was dissilusioned - it was too lonely way, i understood that King is alone in his castle afterall.
i sought Buddhism as a Way of finding Love & Company, and embarked on the Ferryman Way, with goal of being the King of Ferrymen oneday.
i wished to follow Buddha's Way, including begging & ascethics if neccessary. it happened in my life as well.
... as a funny side note i ate 'Prince Polo' Chocolate Waffers a lot, to be more like the Prince Shakyamuni.
... today i connected dots and understood that one is what one eats afterall. ;)
i've considered if i am worthy to be Prince, perhaps i am not.
... but i think i can accept responsibilities of the Prince of Ferrymen, working harder, even without that title.
Years ago Lama Ole Nydahl called me 'noble' in his email letter to me, this ennobled me & inspired to act in the Noble (Spiritually) Way.
My hair was cut during the Refuge Course by Hannah Nydahl, ennobling act as well, i think.
Recently the Prince Arthur Luis Pagan invited me to be his facebook friend.
i do not know if i am a Prince, i do not need to know that. i do not need prestige nor proofs, i fight for Enlightened & Magickal Love with a Buddhist woman, and i know which, instead.
i try to Protect those i care for anyway. i consider it noble, especially if done without harm. Purity of Dharma Teachings is most Important as well, this includes revealing dishonestly, untruth, traitors & falseness. Protecting anyway.
That's all about the Three Enlightening Ways, if all are Enlightening, then they are Equal. King or Prince is just a role in Society, as anyone's Role.
i think i am not ready to accept the Role & Responsibilities of the King of Ferrymen just yet, however.
i care for Love & Enlightenment the most anyway.
Wishes.
May all beings have happines and causes of happiness,
May they be free from suffering and the cause of suffering,
May they always experience true happiness, which is totally free from suffering,
May they remain in the great equanimity, which is beyond attachment and aversion.
Mantras.
MA DAG MA
OM A RA PA CA NA DHIH
OM MANI PEME HUNG
MA DAG MA
OM AMI DEWA HRI
OM KALACHAKRA SOHA
SHAMARPA CHENNO
KARMAPA CHENNO
Namaste, blessed be.
Buddha Shakyamuni was born as a Prince, but he sought greater Attainments - he preferred to not be a King, he wishes all beings Enlightenment - even if not fully understanding it at first.
i had insights that Buddha's Way is the Way of Kings & Slaves, where one starts with Power, then Serves, then Becomes Enlightened.
A Quote.
'Three precious expressions of compassion motivate three practical expressions of kindness: that of the king, the ferryman, the herdsman. Any one may be chosen, but it is advisable to start with what is closest to one's nature. First and well known throughout history, but tragic if the ego has not transcendent, is the role of the king. In the best case king thinks, "When i am strong, I will benefit everyone." Then, there is the compassion of the ferryman. He takes everyone along thinking, "Now we all leave confusion and together go to the shore of human growth." Finally, in religions that flatter their adherents by comparing them to sheep, there is the role of a herdsman. He habitually thinks of others before himself. He lives by the idea: Whoever thinks of himself has difficulties, but whoever thinks of others has interresting tasks to do.'
-- Quoted from 'The Way Things Are' book by Lama Ole Nydahl.
Blog author's Way.
i think i started with king's attitude for developing professionally as Computer Programmer, even if not with bestly infailible compassion.
i did achieve much on that way, then was dissilusioned - it was too lonely way, i understood that King is alone in his castle afterall.
i sought Buddhism as a Way of finding Love & Company, and embarked on the Ferryman Way, with goal of being the King of Ferrymen oneday.
i wished to follow Buddha's Way, including begging & ascethics if neccessary. it happened in my life as well.
... as a funny side note i ate 'Prince Polo' Chocolate Waffers a lot, to be more like the Prince Shakyamuni.
... today i connected dots and understood that one is what one eats afterall. ;)
i've considered if i am worthy to be Prince, perhaps i am not.
... but i think i can accept responsibilities of the Prince of Ferrymen, working harder, even without that title.
Years ago Lama Ole Nydahl called me 'noble' in his email letter to me, this ennobled me & inspired to act in the Noble (Spiritually) Way.
My hair was cut during the Refuge Course by Hannah Nydahl, ennobling act as well, i think.
Recently the Prince Arthur Luis Pagan invited me to be his facebook friend.
i do not know if i am a Prince, i do not need to know that. i do not need prestige nor proofs, i fight for Enlightened & Magickal Love with a Buddhist woman, and i know which, instead.
i try to Protect those i care for anyway. i consider it noble, especially if done without harm. Purity of Dharma Teachings is most Important as well, this includes revealing dishonestly, untruth, traitors & falseness. Protecting anyway.
That's all about the Three Enlightening Ways, if all are Enlightening, then they are Equal. King or Prince is just a role in Society, as anyone's Role.
i think i am not ready to accept the Role & Responsibilities of the King of Ferrymen just yet, however.
i care for Love & Enlightenment the most anyway.
Wishes.
May all beings have happines and causes of happiness,
May they be free from suffering and the cause of suffering,
May they always experience true happiness, which is totally free from suffering,
May they remain in the great equanimity, which is beyond attachment and aversion.
Mantras.
MA DAG MA
OM A RA PA CA NA DHIH
OM MANI PEME HUNG
MA DAG MA
OM AMI DEWA HRI
OM KALACHAKRA SOHA
SHAMARPA CHENNO
KARMAPA CHENNO
Namaste, blessed be.
Tuesday, 10 October 2017
Timeless Values & Love.
Love as the Way for Enlightenment.
'Though everyone harbors the hope that something or someone will one day bring them lasting happiness, this, unfortunately, does not work in the long run.
No matter how much time and energy, backed by strong and personal expectations, that one might invest, one's "self" (the physical-emotional mixture one believes themselves to be) and "outside" objects and beings change all the time and will ultimately vanish. And so, understandably, none of them can provide lasting happiness.
The only possibility to definitively escape this cycle and experience timeless, highest joy is to go beyond one's existing attachments and instead use means like meditation and a beyond-personal view to gradually recognize the timeless experiencer behind all experiences.
-- Quoted from 'Buddha & Love' by Lama Ole Nydahl.
Refuge.
i think as one fights for love, both before, during, and after living with partner, one should not deny the Refuge - it's how Love can be Enlightening, it's how it can last, it's how it can bring happiness & meaning to lovers', their family's & friends' lives.
'Taking refuge means orienting oneself toward lasting values.
The objects in all Buddhist schools are:
* the Buddha - one's goal,
* the Dharma - his teachings as one's way,
* the Sangha - the realized friends and helpers anlong the way,
and above all in the Diamond Way:
* the Lama - the realized teacher who transmits and is part of a transmission lineage.
A bond with such a teacher marks the beginning of an exceptionally rapid development. This is because the lama connects the student with the timeless methods and wisdom of all Buddhas. He unites blessing, inspiring methods, and protection.'
-- Quoted & edited part of the 'Buddha & Love' book by Lama Ole Nydahl.
'Though everyone harbors the hope that something or someone will one day bring them lasting happiness, this, unfortunately, does not work in the long run.
No matter how much time and energy, backed by strong and personal expectations, that one might invest, one's "self" (the physical-emotional mixture one believes themselves to be) and "outside" objects and beings change all the time and will ultimately vanish. And so, understandably, none of them can provide lasting happiness.
The only possibility to definitively escape this cycle and experience timeless, highest joy is to go beyond one's existing attachments and instead use means like meditation and a beyond-personal view to gradually recognize the timeless experiencer behind all experiences.
-- Quoted from 'Buddha & Love' by Lama Ole Nydahl.
Refuge.
i think as one fights for love, both before, during, and after living with partner, one should not deny the Refuge - it's how Love can be Enlightening, it's how it can last, it's how it can bring happiness & meaning to lovers', their family's & friends' lives.
'Taking refuge means orienting oneself toward lasting values.
The objects in all Buddhist schools are:
* the Buddha - one's goal,
* the Dharma - his teachings as one's way,
* the Sangha - the realized friends and helpers anlong the way,
and above all in the Diamond Way:
* the Lama - the realized teacher who transmits and is part of a transmission lineage.
A bond with such a teacher marks the beginning of an exceptionally rapid development. This is because the lama connects the student with the timeless methods and wisdom of all Buddhas. He unites blessing, inspiring methods, and protection.'
-- Quoted & edited part of the 'Buddha & Love' book by Lama Ole Nydahl.
Saturday, 7 October 2017
Understanding Saudi Arabia.
About.
i am not an expert, but i have something important to say.
i think many of our Karma Kagyu Sangha Oppose Saudi Arabia & Islam too much.
It's not as obvious as it seems, for our talks are a form of relations, a protocol - i think, to transform Karma for benefit of all.
Yet, it's still too much in my opinion.
Islam is not the Cause of Terrorism in my opinion, i think the Main Cause of World's Terrorism is Israeli-Palestinian Conflict.
Poverty & Desperation are also Causes of Terrorism.
Saudi Arabians are mostly poor, their most precious resource is Oil - but it will deplete eventually.
i think Arabians & Muslims invest in Education, so they have something to offer when other Resources are depleted eventually.
i think this is mostly for the better to support them in this type of fight.
But i think there are other Resources they have, for example - Sand used in Silicon Production, Silicon is used in Computer Parts production - among other things, as well.
i am not Enemy of Islam & Muslim Nations, only of the Terror & Inquisition.
Terrorism is not only Islamic, however.
Wishes.
May all beings have happines and causes of happiness,
May they be free from suffering and the cause of suffering,
May they always experience true happiness, which is totally free from suffering,
May they remain in the great equanimity, which is beyond attachment and aversion.
Mantras.
MA DAG MA
OM A RA PA CA NA DHIH
OM MANI PEME HUNG
MA DAG MA
OM AMI DEWA HRI
OM KALACHAKRA SOHA
SHAMARPA CHENNO
KARMAPA CHENNO
Namaste, blessed be.
i am not an expert, but i have something important to say.
i think many of our Karma Kagyu Sangha Oppose Saudi Arabia & Islam too much.
It's not as obvious as it seems, for our talks are a form of relations, a protocol - i think, to transform Karma for benefit of all.
Yet, it's still too much in my opinion.
Islam is not the Cause of Terrorism in my opinion, i think the Main Cause of World's Terrorism is Israeli-Palestinian Conflict.
Poverty & Desperation are also Causes of Terrorism.
Saudi Arabians are mostly poor, their most precious resource is Oil - but it will deplete eventually.
i think Arabians & Muslims invest in Education, so they have something to offer when other Resources are depleted eventually.
i think this is mostly for the better to support them in this type of fight.
But i think there are other Resources they have, for example - Sand used in Silicon Production, Silicon is used in Computer Parts production - among other things, as well.
i am not Enemy of Islam & Muslim Nations, only of the Terror & Inquisition.
Terrorism is not only Islamic, however.
Wishes.
May all beings have happines and causes of happiness,
May they be free from suffering and the cause of suffering,
May they always experience true happiness, which is totally free from suffering,
May they remain in the great equanimity, which is beyond attachment and aversion.
Mantras.
MA DAG MA
OM A RA PA CA NA DHIH
OM MANI PEME HUNG
MA DAG MA
OM AMI DEWA HRI
OM KALACHAKRA SOHA
SHAMARPA CHENNO
KARMAPA CHENNO
Namaste, blessed be.
Friday, 6 October 2017
Beings & Phenomena.
About.
During a Buddhist Lecture, i learned from the Buddhist Teacher - from Tomek Lenhert - that Beings differ from Phenomena in that Beings have Mind and Phenomena do not have Mind.
That's the Buddhist definition of Beings & Phenomena.
i think Phenomenas can be inner or realized in External Form.
Beings - for example Humans or Animals - can be communicated with, can react & affect other Beings or Phenomena.
Phenomena still can be 'talked' to, as for example in the case of Computers.
Computers can react to messages sent to them - for example via the Internet or via User Interface - possibly affecting other Beings and/or Phenomena as well.
See also, if You wish: Transmission of the Art.
Wishes.
May all beings have happines and causes of happiness,
May they be free from suffering and the cause of suffering,
May they always experience true happiness, which is totally free from suffering,
May they remain in the great equanimity, which is beyond attachment and aversion.
Mantras.
MA DAG MA
OM A RA PA CA NA DHIH
OM MANI PEME HUNG
MA DAG MA
OM AMI DEWA HRI
OM KALACHAKRA SOHA
SHAMARPA CHENNO
KARMAPA CHENNO
Namaste, blessed be.
During a Buddhist Lecture, i learned from the Buddhist Teacher - from Tomek Lenhert - that Beings differ from Phenomena in that Beings have Mind and Phenomena do not have Mind.
That's the Buddhist definition of Beings & Phenomena.
i think Phenomenas can be inner or realized in External Form.
Beings - for example Humans or Animals - can be communicated with, can react & affect other Beings or Phenomena.
Phenomena still can be 'talked' to, as for example in the case of Computers.
Computers can react to messages sent to them - for example via the Internet or via User Interface - possibly affecting other Beings and/or Phenomena as well.
See also, if You wish: Transmission of the Art.
Wishes.
May all beings have happines and causes of happiness,
May they be free from suffering and the cause of suffering,
May they always experience true happiness, which is totally free from suffering,
May they remain in the great equanimity, which is beyond attachment and aversion.
Mantras.
MA DAG MA
OM A RA PA CA NA DHIH
OM MANI PEME HUNG
MA DAG MA
OM AMI DEWA HRI
OM KALACHAKRA SOHA
SHAMARPA CHENNO
KARMAPA CHENNO
Namaste, blessed be.
Thursday, 5 October 2017
Love Mind.
Introduction.
When one gives one should take as well, when one takes one should give as well.
There's meditation called Tonglen for that.
i think Love should be learned on Mind Level first, then realized with Speech & Body.
It's the long, dangerous & emotionally draining fight, but perhaps i'll succeed in this life.
Fascination.
Fascination is one of the Four Buddha Activities.
i think it's great responsibility, when abused it causes great harm to others - resulting for terribly bad karmic consequences for everyone involved.
Love, Care & Friendship.
i have such an experience:
When i studied at the Warsaw University Computer Sciences, i had great grades but this wasn't enough.
i craved Love, felt Very Lonely.
Problem was - i wasn't attractive at all, yet i needed such experience badly.
i found a solution - Love Lessons on Mind level in the Online Computer Game.
It was mess, as i didn't know how to start well.
i abused, and was abused even more - this resulted in over 5 years of severe depression, mental illness, terribly intense & bad emotional pain, somatic symptoms as vomiting from pain, thinking problems & suicide attempts.
Yet, i found a friend who helped me recover - i learned these Love Lessons on Mind Level in this very game - from a beautiful witch from France, Nerialka.
These Lessons of Love lasted for about a Year of her precious Youth, she gave it for me.
i learned Beautiful & Intense French Love with the Great Style, from Young & Beautiful Woman - i think she's Young & Sexy Witch with Great Power & Style.
She is married with someone else, but we are friends still.
i Love her as a whole, with her husband, son, family & cat(s). i do not wish to break her family, only support her on her Way.
i owe her that and i feel & think that she cares still.
Occasionally we talk via the Internet, sharing news - she accepts that, on condition it's not in excess.
i fight for Enlightened & Magickal Love with a Buddhist Woman, and i know which - also by supporting Nerialka, but others as well.
Abuses.
i warn against emotional abuses:
- when someone cares, do care as well,
- let others fight for love, but not at all cost,
- do not fascinate to abuse, do not insult fascinated people - this results in aversion at least, often to far worse reactions as hatred & revenge.
but also:
- do NOT abuse sexually.
-=- Art Project for Love. -=-
(Click to enlarge image).
Wishes.
May all beings have happines and causes of happiness,
May they be free from suffering and the cause of suffering,
May they always experience true happiness, which is totally free from suffering,
May they remain in the great equanimity, which is beyond attachment and aversion.
Mantras.
MA DAG MA
OM A RA PA CA NA DHIH
OM MANI PEME HUNG
MA DAG MA
OM AMI DEWA HRI
OM KALACHAKRA SOHA
SHAMARPA CHENNO
KARMAPA CHENNO
Namaste, blessed be.
When one gives one should take as well, when one takes one should give as well.
There's meditation called Tonglen for that.
i think Love should be learned on Mind Level first, then realized with Speech & Body.
It's the long, dangerous & emotionally draining fight, but perhaps i'll succeed in this life.
Fascination.
Fascination is one of the Four Buddha Activities.
i think it's great responsibility, when abused it causes great harm to others - resulting for terribly bad karmic consequences for everyone involved.
Love, Care & Friendship.
i have such an experience:
When i studied at the Warsaw University Computer Sciences, i had great grades but this wasn't enough.
i craved Love, felt Very Lonely.
Problem was - i wasn't attractive at all, yet i needed such experience badly.
i found a solution - Love Lessons on Mind level in the Online Computer Game.
It was mess, as i didn't know how to start well.
i abused, and was abused even more - this resulted in over 5 years of severe depression, mental illness, terribly intense & bad emotional pain, somatic symptoms as vomiting from pain, thinking problems & suicide attempts.
Yet, i found a friend who helped me recover - i learned these Love Lessons on Mind Level in this very game - from a beautiful witch from France, Nerialka.
These Lessons of Love lasted for about a Year of her precious Youth, she gave it for me.
i learned Beautiful & Intense French Love with the Great Style, from Young & Beautiful Woman - i think she's Young & Sexy Witch with Great Power & Style.
She is married with someone else, but we are friends still.
i Love her as a whole, with her husband, son, family & cat(s). i do not wish to break her family, only support her on her Way.
i owe her that and i feel & think that she cares still.
Occasionally we talk via the Internet, sharing news - she accepts that, on condition it's not in excess.
i fight for Enlightened & Magickal Love with a Buddhist Woman, and i know which - also by supporting Nerialka, but others as well.
Abuses.
i warn against emotional abuses:
- when someone cares, do care as well,
- let others fight for love, but not at all cost,
- do not fascinate to abuse, do not insult fascinated people - this results in aversion at least, often to far worse reactions as hatred & revenge.
but also:
- do NOT abuse sexually.
-=- Art Project for Love. -=-
(Click to enlarge image).
Wishes.
May all beings have happines and causes of happiness,
May they be free from suffering and the cause of suffering,
May they always experience true happiness, which is totally free from suffering,
May they remain in the great equanimity, which is beyond attachment and aversion.
Mantras.
MA DAG MA
OM A RA PA CA NA DHIH
OM MANI PEME HUNG
MA DAG MA
OM AMI DEWA HRI
OM KALACHAKRA SOHA
SHAMARPA CHENNO
KARMAPA CHENNO
Namaste, blessed be.
Wednesday, 4 October 2017
Reductions.
About.
i think Reductions are important part of Buddhism & of other Ways.
When one is Realized too much, one has to Reduce itself.
For example, when someone is purer internally but less realized, and starts to leave - those who abused him or her with more Realized ways have to Reduce themselves, then develop internally & Realize old & new Ways again - but this time more skillfully.
Wishes.
May all beings have happines and causes of happiness,
May they be free from suffering and the cause of suffering,
May they always experience true happiness, which is totally free from suffering,
May they remain in the great equanimity, which is beyond attachment and aversion.
Mantras.
MA DAG MA
OM A RA PA CA NA DHIH
OM MANI PEME HUNG
MA DAG MA
OM AMI DEWA HRI
OM KALACHAKRA SOHA
SHAMARPA CHENNO
KARMAPA CHENNO
Namaste, blessed be.
i think Reductions are important part of Buddhism & of other Ways.
When one is Realized too much, one has to Reduce itself.
For example, when someone is purer internally but less realized, and starts to leave - those who abused him or her with more Realized ways have to Reduce themselves, then develop internally & Realize old & new Ways again - but this time more skillfully.
Wishes.
May all beings have happines and causes of happiness,
May they be free from suffering and the cause of suffering,
May they always experience true happiness, which is totally free from suffering,
May they remain in the great equanimity, which is beyond attachment and aversion.
Mantras.
MA DAG MA
OM A RA PA CA NA DHIH
OM MANI PEME HUNG
MA DAG MA
OM AMI DEWA HRI
OM KALACHAKRA SOHA
SHAMARPA CHENNO
KARMAPA CHENNO
Namaste, blessed be.
Integral Ways.
-=- 'Wind near Pond', one of my photo - arts. -=-
About.
i think focusing is important, but being versatile even more - especially when one is outnumbered.
i think one should have a way in which he or she is strongest, as well as many other ways.
i think Buddhism is the most important Way, at least for me - even if i am not strongest in it as of yet.
i think development on many ways is key to versatility, but all of the ways should support each other, should be integral.
Wishes.
i wish all of my ways - Buddhism, Esoterics, Arts & Sciences should support each other, but not at all cost.
Mantras.
MA DAG MA
OM A RA PA CA NA DHIH
OM MANI PEME HUNG
MA DAG MA
OM AMI DEWA HRI
OM KALACHAKRA SOHA
SHAMARPA CHENNO
KARMAPA CHENNO
Namaste, blessed be.
Tuesday, 3 October 2017
Inner Perfection.
Introduction.
In Buddhism, Inner Values are far more important than External Values as money or good looks.
Inner Values.
What's inside, manifests externally with time - thoughts become words & actions, physical looks change, style improves or detoriates, money can be earned or wasted, perhaps more.
Loyality.
i think when lessons are valuable, internally perfect - beings are attracted to a teacher who gives them.
i think when teacher is impure, students leave - seeking those who helped such a 'teacher' to recruit them - probably doing most or all of the hard work.
How to unaddict oneself from a teacher? By paying karmic debts - favours for favours, or other way(s).
Impure teachers addict their Students to themselves or drugs, or forbid them Freedoms using other ways. i think it's harmful sectarian way to forbid Freedoms.
Wishes.
i wish all beings Freedoms, Compassion, Wisdom, Love, Protection, Inner & External Perfections - both an ability to give & to experience these qualities within themselves & from others.
i wish to improve myself Internally, to cultivate Inner Values, to become more Perfect Internally as time progress, for benefit of all - including myself.
Commentary.
i think that from a Good Will & Sincere Truth, when Realized with Patience, Hard Work & Endurance - Inner Perfection emerges.
i think when Inner Perfection improves, then one is on right track to reach Greatness - one's Karma becomes better.
Mantras.
MA DAG MA
OM A RA PA CA NA DHIH
OM MANI PEME HUNG
MA DAG MA
OM AMI DEWA HRI
OM KALACHAKRA SOHA
SHAMARPA CHENNO
KARMAPA CHENNO
Namaste, blessed be.
In Buddhism, Inner Values are far more important than External Values as money or good looks.
Inner Values.
What's inside, manifests externally with time - thoughts become words & actions, physical looks change, style improves or detoriates, money can be earned or wasted, perhaps more.
Loyality.
i think when lessons are valuable, internally perfect - beings are attracted to a teacher who gives them.
i think when teacher is impure, students leave - seeking those who helped such a 'teacher' to recruit them - probably doing most or all of the hard work.
How to unaddict oneself from a teacher? By paying karmic debts - favours for favours, or other way(s).
Impure teachers addict their Students to themselves or drugs, or forbid them Freedoms using other ways. i think it's harmful sectarian way to forbid Freedoms.
Wishes.
i wish all beings Freedoms, Compassion, Wisdom, Love, Protection, Inner & External Perfections - both an ability to give & to experience these qualities within themselves & from others.
i wish to improve myself Internally, to cultivate Inner Values, to become more Perfect Internally as time progress, for benefit of all - including myself.
Commentary.
i think that from a Good Will & Sincere Truth, when Realized with Patience, Hard Work & Endurance - Inner Perfection emerges.
i think when Inner Perfection improves, then one is on right track to reach Greatness - one's Karma becomes better.
Mantras.
MA DAG MA
OM A RA PA CA NA DHIH
OM MANI PEME HUNG
MA DAG MA
OM AMI DEWA HRI
OM KALACHAKRA SOHA
SHAMARPA CHENNO
KARMAPA CHENNO
Namaste, blessed be.
Monday, 2 October 2017
Wisdom & Skillful Means.
Wisdom comes from experience, it's knowledge about life's aspects.
There's Enlightening Wisdom that is neccessary step for Enlightenment, as well as Worldly Wisdoms useful in many other ways.
i think Worldly Ways can support the Enlightenment's Cause, can support others in reaching Enlightenment, can be transformed into Enlightening Qualities.
i had insights - not sure if true - that Skillful Means are Realized Wisdoms.
i had insights - that Realization is a word that explains how real something is in our lives. There are Realization Levels, including Skillful Means' Realization Levels.
i had insights - that Skillful Means can support or counter other Skillfull Means or Worldly Ways.
There's Enlightening Wisdom that is neccessary step for Enlightenment, as well as Worldly Wisdoms useful in many other ways.
i think Worldly Ways can support the Enlightenment's Cause, can support others in reaching Enlightenment, can be transformed into Enlightening Qualities.
i had insights - not sure if true - that Skillful Means are Realized Wisdoms.
i had insights - that Realization is a word that explains how real something is in our lives. There are Realization Levels, including Skillful Means' Realization Levels.
i had insights - that Skillful Means can support or counter other Skillfull Means or Worldly Ways.
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