'Monopoly on Truth' ?

What is Truth?

i like saying: 'Truth is what brings together instead of separating, but honesty is also important'.

Truth can be either relative or absolute.

i think too many - not only of the faith religions - are too exclusive in their beliefs, or too politically correct in following stupid ideas spoken by attractive people.

i think every religion and view has a role, fulfills needs, and i believe that there can be mutual understanding and respect based on compassion.

i think that saying 'Only Buddhism leads to Absolute Truth' or 'Only our God is True', is a sign of being too exclusive.

Too much of stupidity, exclusiveness, fundamentalism, spiritual intolerance, envy or greed leads to conflicts.

In modern times the internet breaks boundaries between cultures, there's immediately available direct contact with very different people.

Without tolerance, understanding, compassion and respect it's too easy to argue, to react emotionally, to enflame dogmatic differencies and view differencies.

It is a responsibility to see each of beings as worthwhile, to understand that we are all interdependent - without each other we won't survive, nor be happy.

In modern times, with advanced weaponry - not only nuclear - lack of responsibility, understanding, compassion and respect can lead to catastrophes, even to destruction of our planet.

It is important to care for others, to support or help those in worse situation - as desperation brings desire for revenge, breeds terrorism, wars and other troubles.

No single religion or view has monopoly on truth - i believe happy families can be together in any society, culture, religion, view or nation. i believe anyone can learn wisdom and practice compassion, can try to develop good relations with other religions or views.

Peace of Mind.

Vesak Altar 2018.

Today is Vesak, the most Sacred Day to a Buddhist.


... i've offered following books & tools to all Buddhas, as well as associated practices:

* Buddha Karmapa 17th's printed image,
* Candle & Light,
* Flowers & Fragrance,
* Mala,
* Legend of the Five Rings Art Piece,
* Book of the Five Rings by Miyamoto Musashi,
* Shaolin Warrior Qi Gong DVDs, Volume 1-3,
* Ninja Tantojutsu DVD,
* Buddha's Postcard,
* Shaolin Martial Artist Monk's postcard,
* 'Buddha & Love' book by Lama Ole Nydahl,
* 'Fearless Death' book by Lama Ole Nydahl,
* 'The Way Things Are' book by Lama Ole Nydahl,
* 'Four Preliminary Practices', a book about Ngöndro,
* 'Heart Sutra' book,
* 'How to See Yourself As You Really Are' book by HH Buddha Dalai Lama,
* 'Introduction to the Kalachakra Initiation' book by Alexander Berzin',
* 'Religious Sects' book by Bryan Wilson,
* Mahakala Invocation booklet,
* Loving Eyes Meditation booklet,
* 'The Diamond Perfection of Wisdom Sutra' book,
* 'A beginner's guide to Chakras' book by Naomi Ozaniec,
* 'The Large Sutra on Perfect Wisdom' translated & Edited by Edward Conze,
* Rubber Training Knife for Martial Arts Practice,
* Metal Survival-Battle Knife, a Mahakala's Tool for Holy Practice,
* 'Art of War' book by Sun Tzu,
* 'Lao Tzu's TAOTECHING' book translated by Red Pine.

Tomorrow is Vesak, the most Sacred Day in Buddhism.

Vesak.

According to Karma Kagyu Calendar, 29 May 2018, Tuesday is THE DAY OF BUDDHA’S ENLIGHTENMENT AND PARINIRVANA;

'Festival of Vaishakha'

@15th (Full Moon) day of the fourth lunar month





This is 10 MILLION multiplier day: during this day every positive and negative actions multiplied 10 MILLION times!

This is the Most Sacred Day For Buddhist.

At the age of thirty-five Buddha attained enlightenment at Bodh Gaya. This day also marks the anniversary of his parinirvana at Kushinagara.


Blog author's plans.

During this year's Vesak i wish to offer Candle Light & Flowers to all Buddhas, as well as to listen & speak Mantras: Loving Eyes Mantras & Manjushri's Mantras.

i also wish to Celebrate Vesak by Practicing Shaolin Warrior Qi Gong - The Eight Treasures, done fully three times, with Aspirations.

i hope this will set Karma in Motion, for practice's repetition.

i also wish to behave as best as i can during the Vesak Day.

Shaolin Qi Gong Aspirations - Not only for my Buddhist Teachers Longevity.

Today my mind allowed me to train the Shaolin Warrior Qi Gong - The Eight Treasures (or Ba Duan Jin as is known in China), a little further.

i felt blessing & energy, and i think transmission from Shifu Yan Lei - instructor - reached me, so i made certain decisions in mind.

i wished to practice, aiming for 8th - 10th Dan Karate-equivalent, where 1st Dan is 12 years of training and 2nd Dan is 8 more. To achieve that i'll have to train three times a day, at least - but i'll start slowly, with time building up dedication & efforts. That way mind & body won't be shocked or discouraged, and i'll yearn for more lessons. it's proven method of getting involved, of reaching a mind state where one puts heart into practice, wishing for more.

... as for Aspirations, i wish that these practices:

* be Enlightening,
* increase my Buddhist Teachers energy, health & longevity,
* Increase kids of my Buddhist Teachers energy, health & longevity,
* increase energy, health & longevity of my future family, including kids if there will be any,
* lead to full understanding & experience of Shaolin Warrior Qi Gong, useable both in Buddhism & Mantras, Martial Arts, Everyday Life, Esoterics, Self-Defense,
* include protection from energy, health & longevity misuse.

Esoterics, Insanity & Martial Arts.

i understood, connected few dots today - without focus, dilligence & martial arts, my esoterics make me insane.

i need to train shaolin qi gong practices.

i am not living in isolation, and what i do affect me & others.

i do not wish to hurt any of us, so i need to train - for now qi gong, but in future also Tai Chi & other.

Focus on Dilligence.

Problem & Advice.

I need to gather myself from mess, clean up my apartment to qualify for work. My mind is resisting my wish to do it. I am in psychology reactivation program.


i got following advice from a buddhist friend on facebook:

'Use your intent to battle the false thoughts. Or maybe just try to replicate the behaviour of a buddhisattva - Diligent'

... i've asked:

'How?'

... he replied:

'Sit down quietly and calm the mind. Switch your focus to what you need to do.

Then do it diligently

That may help make the resistance less potent'.


Blog author's commentary.

... i've used to prepare & focus similar way before martial arts training.

It worked so it might work again.

i trained years ago karate, but didn't apply focus to other activities yet.

i think it's great idea to try.

The Self-Improvement Wish.

Computer Games are addiction, these destroy my life.

... i am playing games because insights tell me that it's beneficial and helps Sangha, not only by recruiting kids to Sangha.

/ there's a disclaimer with advice and link to buddhist centers list on a computer game-related blog /.

... but this addiction destroys my psyche, to the point where i can't clean mess in my apartment, to the point where i disregard looking nice and smelling nice.

... i am making a wish to get better than that - to delete characters, sell game cards / except for black lotus gift for a buddhist woman i love /, get rid of games, remove game-related blogs & art - unless my mind changes in the way where i can look & smell nice, in a way where my apartment looks & smells nice as well, in a way where i can work and sustain myself financially, as well.


OM A RA PA CA NA DHIH
KARMAPA CHENNO

Building Potential.

Voices in my mind control me, insult, blackmail, make me do things that harm me.

... they can be very persuasive in telling that if i won't obey i won't experience Enlightened Love; they use other dirty tricks as well.

i play computer games, i buy things i do not use.

... insights told me that it's for building potential of others - so they can shine.

... but it destroys me, ruins my life.

... voices in my mind told me that i was 'potentialist' when i suffered playing too much of computer games, and now i am 'potentionalist' - someone higher in 'potential pyramid' ranks but still i feel abused.

... i feel abused also in other ways, inisghts told me that i am in many of 'potential building pyramids'.

... i think this is a result of meditation done improperly, of sectarian practices and abuses.

... why i have to give so much for others, and others do not care?

... i have so much of potential, but my mind denies me realization.

... if this won't change soon enough, i will suicide.

Shaolin Warrior Qi Gong Practice.

About.

Yesterday my mind let me practice Shaolin Warrior Qi Gong a little, finally.

Went through meditation, warm-up and stretching, and first moves.

i think friends from Sangha supported me with wishes and meditation, so i could train.

i am very grateful for that.

Today i am to continue with this practice, as well as with cleaning my apartment & preparing for work.

By my experience, Martial Arts help me not a first time.

Martial Arts help me to live normal life.

Without Martial Arts, insanity strikes, my life becomes miserable, and i can't work professionally.

Shaolin Qi Gong practices, stretch back to the founder of Zen Buddhism, Bodhidharma. Seeing that his monks were tired from extensive meditation, Bodhidharma composed a set of exercises to give them energy and strengthen their bodies.

Shaolin Temple in Hunan Province, China is the root of all Martial Arts.


 

-=- Shifu Yan Lei, a 34th generation disciple, -=-

-=- ... demonstrating the 'Eight Treasures', the most popular Qi Gong exercise in the world. -=-


Mantras.

MA DAG MA
OM A RA PA CA NA DHIH
OM MANI PADME HUM
MA DAG MA

KARMAPA CHENNO

Namaste, blessed be.

Glow & Mandala.

A while ago i made a wishes.

i wished to work with energies - not only creating, recovering, storing, protecting, trading, purifying, composing and refining.

i wished to work with both available as well as with secret words of power - not only learning, using, transforming, composing qualities.

i wished to learn energy & speech related wisdoms, then to share, as appropriate and accepted by people i care for.

By speech i understand vibrations - sound, movement, imagination, thinking, feeling, visualization, perhaps more.

i wish to combine the ways, to use energy appropriately with words of power, not only spoken.

i am aware that not every energy or 'word' can be used by anyone, there are those who give them meaning, and these beings should not be abused, should be rewarded.

i should not teach secret spells to those who do not care about magick - it would be abuse. Similarly with secret mantras and buddhism. Similarly with other ways.

By composing energies and 'words' of power, it is possible to have many beings support, it is possible - for example - to create spell-mantras, that are empowered by both magicians and buddhists. These should not be taught to those who are not ready, i think & feel.

In Buddhism, energy around Mind & Body is called Powerfield, or Mandala. Mandalas affect Reality, direct energies and radiate qualities. Powerfields can react to Mantras, reforming, changing qualities one radiates.

In Esoterics, i aim to develop similar tool, had insight that in my case it will be called 'Glow'.

i wish to combine Mandala with Glow, when ready - in a way that won't harm neither Buddhism nor Esoterics.

i wish to guard this lesson for those who are ready & worthy to learn, as well - for as many lives as it's Wise.

Not Realized Potential & a Curse.

i think i have too much of not realized potential.

... potential realization is not the same as potential development.

... i need to realize potential in Buddhism, Esoterics, Art & Science.

... Art includes Art of Love, Art of Dharma, Art of Magick, Martial Arts, Art of Dying, Beautiful Art, and more.

i think wishes of many, as well as harmful practices, caused a lot of money spendings on my side.

i have a lot of books, dvds, and other tools - yet my mind states stop me from realizing all of this potential.

i had to do something, so i cursed those responsible - not only in our Sangha - while allowing to benefit, to turn curse into a blessing, as well.

i said 'six' in my mind, with intent to use Marbas ability to cause illness, mental & other ilness in this case.

when - by wishes and/or beneficial practices - beings allow me to realize potential, instead of just making me to spend money to develop potential, this curse will transform to a blessing, and my way will benefit more those who care that way, and - most importantly - it will protect them from illness, either mental or other.

i think as time progress, i'll keep repeating & developing this practice, sooner or later will use my wand with healing / harming properties, as well.

... for details, feel free to look:
- Blessings, Curses, Transformations,
- Numerology, Blessings & Curses,
- Magick of Curses & Diseases,
- Wands,
- Magic Tools: Elements, Gender & other Aspects.

Pyramid of Mental States.

Since years i have insane mental states.

When i am alone at my apartment, thoughts & feelings flood me often and for long, i experience a lot of 'insane rides'.

In this state i can't do anything useful, i can only lie on bed, and suffer.

When i have something important to do, when i leave my apartment - these states lessen or pass.

Even when i don't suffer this 'insanity flood', i can't resist some insane urges like not looking for cars when passing street, or having to buy something to eat that i don't need.

Had insights, thoughts occured in mind.

Had insights that i am in 'Mental States Pyramid', close to lowest base.

When 'better' buddhist or other beings experience something - be it parachute falling, sex, or hitting with head at wall - i lessen their burden or make their experiences more of a pure bliss by experiencing, integrating thoughts & feelings for them.

That way these beings can experience great bliss, as the worse parts of the experiences are passed down in a pyramid.

Had insights that as i progress, i'll advance in this pyramid, achieving better mind states - my mental illness will be defeated, even if diagnosis will remain.

Had insights that i help to purify feelings & thoughts, that i earn better karma & merit that way.

i reached my limit of pain, i suspect, so thoughts appeared in mind that someone 'better' wishes to increase her 'reserves of insane people' to serve under her.

i need my states to improve soon, or i won't be able to work & earn money, i won't sustain myself.

Being Useful, Being Desperate.

Working being is useful, whether he or she is getting paid or not.

In modern world its sane to get paid for work so one is independent financially, can sustain himself or herself.

i am getting desperate. mind states make it difficult to find and keep work, i think these insane voices in my head come from buddhism & not only - as many prefer that i work without payment on my science & technology, instead of earning money as a computer scientist.

if i won't find work, soon i'll be in serious financial troubles.

i feel abused, feel that others take advantage of my goodwill, altruism, non-materialism & related ideas - far too much.

i have insane voices in head that church wants to convert me by force, against my will. today i felt energy in knees, and urge to kneel before god. i freaked, said '666' and other rude words, then considered buying a black magick book.

i've ordered a book about luciferian magic, perhaps this will help me find work & keep it.

i wish to continue working on my science, technology, arts and other projects still, even after i find work - just less.





Since a while i have insights that church wants to convert me by force - first by praying for my financial crisis, then by stealing my apartment, then by finding me work under them and then 'save my life' by marrying me with one of their fat women, argumenting that they are better because they went to church earlier and more often.

in my mind insights appear that some of worse jerks in buddhism also wish to steal my apartment, some wish to 'steal' a woman i love as well, some wish to kill me as well. i offered my apartment to HH Buddha Karmapa 17th Trinley Thaye Dorje, so more unenlightened parts of sangha wish to kill me so Buddha can claim. i do not think that Buddha wishes that. i think Buddhas protect me from worse parts of sangha, also by making me write about this openly.

i do not wish to marry fat woman, i prefer to die.

i do not wish to change a love partner, i do not believe in changing love partners or fleeting romances.

i prefer to keep fighting for true love with a buddhist woman i meditated with in a buddhist center, even after reincarnation(s).

... for a love to succeed, conditions for it must hold - i need to improve my looks & be financially independent, working person - among other things.

i prefer to die than to return to church after what i suffered under them in youth.

My conscience & experience tell me to help altruistic evli more than hypocritical, egoistic 'good'.

Unworthy of Sangha.

After some time of meditation, i was removed for sangha, and given reason that if i stayed, it would harm me.

i left, but because of mental states tried to return few times.

i suspected i would be cast away again, and i was - thankfully.

it was quite humilitating experience to feel called to come, then to be sent away.

Now i feel unworthy of most of Lama Ole Nydahl's Sangha, but there are those who support me anyway, i feel.

After being sent away, i felt support of many, in mind, and abuses from many, in mind.

These abuses ruin my life, so i feel unworthy to meditate, to listen to their wisdom, to support with payments.

Effort would kill me, ruin my chances for love in this life, destroy me financially and mentally.

i am unworthy, because i can't give too much anymore - because of my bad karma.

if i died because of too much of compassion and altruism, i would be even more unworthy.

So i stay away from meditation centers, while accepting a certain buddhist lessons transmitted via the internet, but not all of lessons, and not from all of teachers.

i try to serve all of Buddhas, no matter School, Lineage or Sangha, while following my own loner's way, for now.

i do not know when i'll be worthy to meditate again, without support i won't be.

We meditate to be beneficial afterall, and i have too much of chores already, too much of troubles, bad karma to transform, too much of obligations i can't neglect.

Arrogant Buddhist's Honest Words about Religions, about the Noble & Powerful Way of Service, and about the need for Peace.

The Quote.

'ALL WORLD RELIGIONS SEEK TO ADVANCE WORLD PEACE

The principles I have mentioned are in accordance with the ethical teachings of all world religions.

I maintain that Buddhism, Christianity, Confucianism, Hinduism, Islam, Jainism, Judaism, Sikhism, Taoism, and Zoroastrianism all hold up love as an ideal, seek to benefit humanity through spiritual practice, and strive to make their followers better people.

All religions teach moral precepts for the advancement of mind, body, speech, and action: do not lie or steal or take others' lives, and so on.

Unselfishness is the common foundation laid down by all great spiritual teachers.

(...)

Of course, there's is no end of argument when religion differences arise from dogma and cultural diversity.

However, it is much better to implement in daily life the goodness taught by all religions than to argue about minor differences in approach.

(...)

All the different religions of the world are needed to enrich human experience and world civilization.

Our human minds, with all their variety, need different approaches to peace and happiness.

It is just like varieties of food.

Certain people find Christianity more appealing, others prefer Buddhism because it does not advocate a creator - everything depends upon your own actions.

We could make similar cases for other religions as well.

The point is clear: humanity needs all the world's religions to suit varied ways of life, diverse spiritual needs, and inherited national traditions.

(...)'

--. Quoted parts of 'How to See Yourself As You Really Are' book by HH The Dalai Lama.





Blog author's honest comment.

Since youth i didn't accept 'the creator god' idea, i felt too arrogant & independent to serve such totality.

To a large degree, i didn't behave as my parents wished. Respecting parents, elders & traditions has the lot to do with faiths & religions, not only because of one of ten commandments.

i chose Buddhism so i could be someone better, to challenge the gods - especially the 'only true god' idea.

Now i am Wiser and more Tolerant, but still quite Ungodly.

i serve many gods, including YHVH, mostly because:
* i feel that Buddhism requires me to do this for Peace,
* by common sense & spiritual challenge rules - that by serving one gains advantage, that way i can challenge & understand the gods.
* to criticize, to attempt to change gods for better - for benefit of everyone, including gods.


Serving others with such purpose is not so bad as it seems - if they repay by serving us, i can also serve - and friendship increases mutual ways.

But when one side abuses, those who have advantage can use it to make offender suffer for that transgression.

Life of a service is the Noble, and Powerful Way, i think.

Religions of Faith have Great Respect for traditions, as well as feel need for protection of greater beings. They are not without virtues.

i think buddhism attract many of ungodly, arrogant, yet spirited and independent individuals, often quite idealistic free thinkers, as well. Bud there are a lot of selfish jerks as well, i feel.

i agree with HH Buddha Dalai Lama's words that all religions are needed.

i think that if Allah died, many people would still feel need for similar 'replacement' and would create another similar God, perhaps younger, more angry, perhaps more violent. i think revenges & wars would start en-masse, and catastrophes would follow. i think there would be high chance that humanity would not survive this.

i advise everyone - also buddhists - to respect other religions, both of experience and faith, both inner and external, both minor and major.

Let's seek what brings us together, instead of what we disagree about, instead of what separates us.